I think I'm an overly self-conscious person.. I mean wherever and whenever I am, I always care about how others see me and that causes me to be way more nervous than necessary. I have been trying to overcome this problem for years but nothing has seemed to have worked. I'm fine when I'm with my close friends and can just be myself.. The worst time is when I have to stand up and give a speech or something in front of many people. I get extremely nervous and can't do anything the way I have planned beforehand. It's not just with many people. Even when I speak with someone I don't know well, I tend to get nervous and can kinda feel I'm acting like someone who I'm not. I mean.. I know I look weird for them with the facial expressions and moves I make. I know it's all to do with my excessive self-consciousness.. I just can't be natural in most circumstances.. I think it's part of the reason why I spend so much time on the internet..but that's not what I love to be doing (I love wtaworld regardless).. I just wanna get over this problem for the sake of my future..