You'd think I would be luxuriating in all that I've accomplished. 17 years in the game. Working consistently in the #1 radio market. I have my own VH1 show Wendy's Got The Heat. I've done commentary on ET, Access, Extra, Today show, Bill O'Reilly, Geraldo Rivera, Anderson Cooper and many others. My book made the New York Bestsellers list. I have my own successful stand-up night at the Laugh Factory. I have a cameo in The Cook-out. You'd think with all that and a husband that holds me down and a son that looks like a model at 3 yrs. old that I would be happy but I'm not. 40 is rough! I was supposed to spend my birthday with my guys but I cancelled. I tried to watch Lifetime but started crying. I went to Blockbuster to rent a Lindsay Lohan movie (love her!) but you know I'm not a movienista and didn't have the patience to watch it. I called Dr. Memaniskis office to schedule appt but I don't know what I want done. I'm just a big old mess!