I felt suddenly quite wildly happy.
Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: At the movies
Re: 2019 ITF World Tennis Tour Calendar
: do you know how the entry lists for the first few weeks will be done ? Officially the new ranking only starts on 31/12/2018, but obviously lists are made 3 weeks in advance, so will they still use the old system, without any booked place for transition tour the 1st three weeks of January, or will players already be entered using the shadow rankings for all 2019 tournaments ?
This can't last. This misery can't last. I must remember that and try to control myself. Nothing lasts really. Neither happiness nor despair. Not even life lasts very long. There'll come a time in the future when I shan't mind about this anymore, when I can look back and say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was. No, no, I don't want that time to come ever. I want to remember every minute, always, always to the end of my days.