I DID IT
Finally told my parents and sister. Still have to tell my brother though because he's in NY.
Told them to sit down, almost broke down in tears. So i told it pretty fast. I said; i have something important to tell. I'm gay. I felt so nervous and awful, but they were totally supportive.
I actually don't know how i feel right now. I feel happy, but i also feel kinda sad.
Honestly, i don't know how i managed to tell it. It wasn't planned and i still wanted to wait for a while.
I feel so weird
Yay, I'm so proud of you! Your life just started right there!
I DID IT
Finally told my parents and sister. Still have to tell my brother though because he's in NY.
Told them to sit down, almost broke down in tears. So i told it pretty fast. I said; i have something important to tell. I'm gay. I felt so nervous and awful, but they were totally supportive.
I actually don't know how i feel right now. I feel happy, but i also feel kinda sad.
Honestly, i don't know how i managed to tell it. It wasn't planned and i still wanted to wait for a while.
I feel so weird
Elwinette baby So proud of you!!!
You'll feel better and better about it, just let it sink in. I'm glad they were supportive
I DID IT
Finally told my parents and sister. Still have to tell my brother though because he's in NY.
Told them to sit down, almost broke down in tears. So i told it pretty fast. I said; i have something important to tell. I'm gay. I felt so nervous and awful, but they were totally supportive.
I actually don't know how i feel right now. I feel happy, but i also feel kinda sad.
Honestly, i don't know how i managed to tell it. It wasn't planned and i still wanted to wait for a while.
I feel so weird
Elwin
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I DID IT
Finally told my parents and sister. Still have to tell my brother though because he's in NY.
Told them to sit down, almost broke down in tears. So i told it pretty fast. I said; i have something important to tell. I'm gay. I felt so nervous and awful, but they were totally supportive.
I actually don't know how i feel right now. I feel happy, but i also feel kinda sad.
Honestly, i don't know how i managed to tell it. It wasn't planned and i still wanted to wait for a while.
I feel so weird
Well done, Babe!
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A year has passed since I opened this thread, but it feels like a past life. I can honestly say how much my life has changed in the last few years, but especially in the last year. So many things have changed (for the better), and a very few for the worse
I've fully accepted who I am as a person and I've embraced it. A lot of it had to do with TF. I've heard so many of your stories here that inspired me and gave me hope in the moments I thought things would never get better. So thank you TF, I'm ever so grateful
I looked my difference as failure, but that same 'failure' became the foundation on which I rebuilt my life. Honestly, in the last year, I can't ever remember having a happier year than 2012. I've improved as a person, but most importantly I could live and breathe without feeling/caring for the heavy weight of judgement. I was finally able to let go and have fun and not care what other people think. I'm not the insecure and shy person I was when I started high school 2 years ago. I'm a much more positive person (apart from predicting Maria's matches ).
My social and *love* life have improved a lot as well and so has my relationship with my parents. I managed to keep straight A-s in school, so all in all I can say 2012 was a good year, but hopefully 2013 will be been better