Me too. I feel lost in this world. I feel that I'm a useless human being with no future. I think most who knows me hate me but I actually don't know why. I think If I died tomorrow, no one would really care apart from my family but that's just because they are my family. They were never proud of me. Well, that makes me sad but that's the truth. I certainly don't deserve to be remembered. I act tough in front of my friends/family sometimes but in fact I'm really weak. My will to change things to the better is very weak. I have no passion to do anything. It's like if I already gave up and just decided to live the rest of my pathetic life with my laptop doing nothing. I really hate myself.