thanks guys, i appreciate your support. i am very fragile, although even i will admit i was acting a little, if not a lot. just a bit pissed at griffin's very frank comment, are you by any chance from the US Griffin? i would like to post scores but it it 1230am here and i have uni early tomoz so i have to go - when the farina - panova match starts you can get live scores from: http://releaze.dk/enetpulse/?s=1&language=en
i do not know if you knew that, but thought it might help. and i would just like to finish with a quote which I found on a very wise person's message box:
"Don't argue with idiots: they drag you down to their level and beat you with experience"
so true griffin!