[Steven.]

god fucking damnit i hate where i live, honestly the only uni remotely close to me is usyd and uws and uts bUT THEY HAVE NOTHING I WANT and omfg jsut kill me already wah.

[Steven.]

i just had the longest talk with my brother ever, i'll post up what he said after for blue trees, dsanders etc in a sec i just need 2 process it and think it out

[nufflemutts]

Originally Posted by Steven.

krying bcos i have 2 pick my uni courses by tomorrow night or something and i still don't know what to do. everyone is saying everything and i know they are just trying to get me to be realistic about my options and stuff, but it's just mindfucking me even more

omfg biggest headache ever, i can't even deal with this, hwo am i supposed to deal with life OMFG i mean this shit is so serious, i don't want to fuck up the rest of my life

kill me

Originally Posted by Steven.

god fucking damnit i hate where i live, honestly the only uni remotely close to me is usyd and uws and uts bUT THEY HAVE NOTHING I WANT and omfg jsut kill me already wah.

Firstly I think you need to chillax a bit, Call-Me-Dave style. Seriously calm down. You said in the previous post you don't know what to choose but if you at least know what you want to do (be it one thing or more), then it's a start. So what do you want? And can't you go somewhere else in Australia for university? Regardless of what you choose, it will not fuck up the rest of your life. Believe me IT WON'T. Go for something you'd enjoy studying and doing for 3/4 years and do not worry too much about other people/job prospects/etc. (This will haunt you in your final year so there is no need to panic about it now ) I keep doubting whether I made the right decision or not and in hindsight I would have loved to have chosen a different field. But I do not regret studying what I am studying now. It gave me the chance to explore. And this is something that many overlook: university is about exploration. It's not the end of the world if you find out what you thought you wanted to do isn't really what you want to do. You're still young too Steven and I know it feels like a huge decision (because it is) but it is not the be all end all. You can always go back to university (Okay I know about the fees, etc. I have to pay over 40k for a degree with no loans ) but as long as you keep looking at it from this perspective of yours, things will get messy and quickly. I still have no idea what I really want to do but I've learnt not to dwell too much on it. I have several options written down and I'll go from there. Just my two cents, sorry no refunds.

[Craig.]

Today will be the death of me

[Trih]

Originally Posted by Mustachepova

Today will be the death of me

What's up? anyway

[Craig.]

Originally Posted by Trih

What's up? anyway

4 classes, 4 tests

Good luck Steven. Everything will work out!!! My thoughts are with you.

[Steven.]

Originally Posted by nufflemutts

Firstly I think you need to chillax a bit, Call-Me-Dave style. Seriously calm down. You said in the previous post you don't know what to choose but if you at least know what you want to do (be it one thing or more), then it's a start. So what do you want? And can't you go somewhere else in Australia for university? Regardless of what you choose, it will not fuck up the rest of your life. Believe me IT WON'T. Go for something you'd enjoy studying and doing for 3/4 years and do not worry too much about other people/job prospects/etc. (This will haunt you in your final year so there is no need to panic about it now ) I keep doubting whether I made the right decision or not and in hindsight I would have loved to have chosen a different field. But I do not regret studying what I am studying now. It gave me the chance to explore. And this is something that many overlook: university is about exploration. It's not the end of the world if you find out what you thought you wanted to do isn't really what you want to do. You're still young too Steven and I know it feels like a huge decision (because it is) but it is not the be all end all. You can always go back to university (Okay I know about the fees, etc. I have to pay over 40k for a degree with no loans ) but as long as you keep looking at it from this perspective of yours, things will get messy and quickly. I still have no idea what I really want to do but I've learnt not to dwell too much on it. I have several options written down and I'll go from there. Just my two cents, sorry no refunds.

aw haha don't worry I'm actually relatively calm I just like to be a bit dramatic

I tried to take this approach, honestly, but it's really tough to not think about the bigger picture. Im aware that it's not gonna be the end of th eworld tho and the fact that we r still young and can make mistakes and can still fix it but idk.

my brother actually opened my eyes to a different perspective/different way of going about this and i think it makes the most sense ever (altho admittedly mindfucked me even harder) but i really think his way of going about this is really the best i've heard.

i'll post it up in a sec just typing it out slowly. idk if it'll be useful to anyone here but it certainly was for me.

craigster good luck with whatever's happening, i haven't been following this thread my bad and thanks!!!!! you're such a sweetheart I think it will just need to think about it a bit more ahhh

[Trih]

Originally Posted by Mustachepova

4 classes, 4 tests

Good luck Steven. Everything will work out!!! My thoughts are with you.

Good luck! I'm sure you'll do fine
Also @Steven, I haven't been following closely but don't worry... I'm 28 and I still kinda don't know what to do with my life remember there's ALWAYS a way to change everything don't beat yourself down, you have so much time ^^

[Stonerpova]

That awkward moment when my friend goes through my phone, reads my texts, and then gets blacked out at a party last night and outs me to the 70-odd people there. Oh, and finals are next week.

[Cosmic Voices]

Originally Posted by Griffin.

That awkward moment when my friend goes through my phone, reads my texts, and then gets blacked out at a party last night and outs me to the 70-odd people there. Oh, and finals are next week.

i thought you already were out?

[Stonerpova]

Originally Posted by Cosmic Voices

i thought you already were out?

To a couple people yeah, but not to every single one of my friends. Silver lining is she saved me the awkwardness of having to do it myself

[Cosmic Voices]

Originally Posted by Griffin.

To a couple people yeah, but not to every single one of my friends. Silver lining is she saved me the awkwardness of having to do it myself

very true - get it all done with. will you be ok? i mean did anyone react??

also, new signature

[Stonerpova]

Originally Posted by Cosmic Voices

very true - get it all done with. will you be ok? i mean did anyone react??

also, new signature

Your sig a beaut

And it was just hella fucking awkward. If music hadn't been playing you would have heard crickets.

[Craig.]

I'm alive

[Cosmic Voices]

When were you ever dead?