you really made me genuinely smile since I don't know how many days
About that... I don't know, I feel like I should find peace with myself but I can't explain it, and I don't know why am I taking this whole thing so bad, I mean, it doesn't even have anything to do with Maria
I'm such a disaster, I periodically feel like I need to get something to wrap my mind around for few days and go crazy about it until I watch myself into the mirror saying "WTF were you thinking? There was nothing wrong since the beginning"...