Originally Posted by Chrissie-fan
I'm trying, but I can't say that I'm doing well. At the start of each day I have no other ambition than to make it to the evening. But at least I'm eating a bit more and I sleep a bit better. I feel very alone and down, but I take some comfort from being able to visit the grave everyday, even though it's very cold and I have to plow myself through the snow. It's worth it though because for whatever reason I find some feeling of peace there. I feel like shit really, as though there's a huge hole where my heart used to be, but I so far manage to (more or less) hold on because that's what my mum would have wanted and I don't want to disappoint her. The support of you guys means a lot though. More than I ever could have imagined really.
You can't really be expected to do much more than just hang in there at this stage.
A lot of the time this time is the toughest, after it all settles down after the funeral but we're all here for you, and rooting for Woz too.