Originally Posted by Elwin.
9 days since i came out of the closet.
And damn, i still feel so weird. I kept crying like a little girl yesterday
First time i cried since i came out of the closet. I've had some nasty reactions from friends, that has been really tough me.
I know everybody says it's a process and that things are going to get better. But it's double. The last 9 days have been the best of my life but also the worst days of my life at the same time
I really want to accept myself for who i am, but it's killing me that i still don't feel happy
Everybody tells me that it's going to be fine eventually, but i just want this to end
A bit surprised that some of your friends would have a problem with it.
I don't know that many Dutch people in their 20s who are still that backward. But then again I live in the Randstad.
I don't think feeling happy is a switch you turn on. Or a state that even exists. Coming out was just the first step, eventually you get used to it, and you worry less, you think about it less. And that will make your life a lot more comfortable and unrestricted.