[lefty24]

Chrissie-fan you're an absolutely amazing person. Obviously I don't know you in person, but it's so easy to see from the things that you post.
I really hope that things get better for you. It's impossible for me to even try and understand what it's like to be in your position.

It's amazing to me that you were so close to your mom. There is nothing better then having a close realtionship with your mom.

And I hope you're not getting the flu. I would try and take some night time cold medicine. It will make you feel better and also hopefully help you sleep.