I dont know what is wrong with me I have turned into such a headcase mess

I had the nicest yet most awful dream last night. I had a dream about someone I shouldnt have (because its not good for my head). I had a dream that we were just laying in a bed cuddling. No kissing, no sex no nothing just cuddling

I have because an emotional mess. I couldnt stop thinking about it all day. I need to go have sex with a random to get him off my mind.