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Waiting to Inhale: Chapter 4




So I get home enraged.
I can't believe I even trusted Taruy!
I mean, he's told me so many sex stories of him and other dudes that I would never tell anyone about!

Eric: Say lemme borrow $10...
Me: For What!? (I shouted)
Eric: You okay? What's wrong
Me: Oh not a--nothing. What you need 10 for?
Eric: I wanna go to the Movies with Latoya. Stab 11 just came out
Me: Really? Why ya'll like those movies anyway?
Eric: cuz they scary and funny at the same time!
Me: Yea wateva

I pulled out my wallet and gave him a $20

Me: And you betta bring me my change back Eric. I mean it this time!
Eric: okay! Chill bro!

I cannot believe I've gotten myself in this situation.
Now I gotta deal with Pastor Damien and I don't even wanna look at Taruy.
What a fake! And to think I trusted him!

I walked into the kitchen to get something to drink and saw my mom cooking dinner.

Me: Hey Mom!
Mom: Hey baby.

I stood behind her and kissed her on the cheek

Mom: Uh-Uh! Go over there and get you a glass of water. That Raspberry Lemonade is for dinner!

Me: Okay Mother..(I said in a monotone voice) It sure smells good!
Mom: Get outta here boy!

I went and sat down in the living room and flipped through the channels as I drank my water.
How dare he do that to me! OOOOhhhh.....I know why! Taruy is Jealous.
You see, when I opened up to him about 6 months ago, we began to share everything.
He would tell me about several encounters that he had with various guys at our school. Good looking guys too!
I didn't doubt if it had happened because something told me that part of what he's telling me is true, but I couldn't help but wonder why these dudes would want to mess with Taruy.

You see, Taruy had a weight problem. He was about 5'11 and 386lbs.
He's a cute guy, but way over weight. And call me shallow, but I'm not attracted to overweight people.
I'm attracted to dudes who got in going on with their bodies.
But Taruy would go on and on about how he'd pull these guys who were not only cute, but had bodies that I admired and wanted mines to be like.
I was skinny, but I had a frame.
And Taruy would say it doesn't matter what size you are, it's all just flesh. And as long as I can get to that nipple, it's over.
Yuk!
I would tell him that I'm just not attracted to big people, and will never be.
So when I started telling him that I think Jarian likes me, he would snarl up and get be extra.
He would be mean to him at gatherings and fellowships and just downright rude.
So when I told him what happened at my baby brother's Surprise Birthday party, that must have tipped him overboard.

You see, we threw a surprise birthday party for my baby brother at Jarian's house, well his parents.
His dad was a Deacon at our church, and he was an intimidating man.
He stood at 6'7 and around 270.
Had a deep voice that would shake your insides.
But he was a genlte giant and loved to sing.
So we all arrive and surprise my brother.
And there was cake and ice cream and hot dogs.
Everyone scattered and played various games and socialized. I did the same. But I loved listening to music wherever I was. I was known as the "music guru". I knew about all the upcoming Gospel artist and always had the latest on cd.

Me:Yo let's go listen to some music and dance!

I said to some of the other youth as they were for it and followed me into one of the bedrooms.
Taruy could not come because he had to work.
He is 20 and a very mature person. And that's why he became the youth director over the Youth Group.

Deitra: Hey I Like this song! Who is this singing?
Me: Oh this is Mali Music! You've never heard of him?
Deitra: Nu-uh! Make me a cd! Do he got anymore songz?
Me: Yup. I'll make you one and bring it to church tomorrow k?
Deitra: Thanks Dan! (Pronounced "Don". That was her nickname for me)
Me: You know I got you!

We listened to music and danced for like an hour and then Deitra shouted.

Deitra: Hey! Let's Play Stab!

Everyone: Yea! Yeah!

You see, Stab was a game created from that dumb movie I saw and use to watch.
But now it's just idiotic.
Same plot.
Same black people dying at the beginning of the move.
I'm over it.
But the game was fun because I was always the Killer and I loved to act and do improv.

It was about 9pm at night and it was dark....Perfect!

Me: Ya'll betta hurry up and get outta here before I get into Character!

Everyone screams and leaves.
I don't know why, but I really enjoyed playing this dumb game.
So I waited a couple of minutes and then crept outside.
First person I was was Deitra and she started screaming and running. so I ran after her making monster sounds.
She ran to everyone else's hiding spots and exposed them and then it became a free for all! I started stabbing people with my imaginary knife and some got away limping. I thought it be a neat idea to hold some of them captive in my chamber, while the bold ones would try to get them out.

Jarian was being way to easy to capture, and I captured him.
The imaginary chamber was on the side of the house. It was almost pitch black there. I quickly took him over there and tied him up and chased the others off threatening to put them in the chamber.

I came back and it was just me and him.
Where's everyone at? Are they really scared? I peered around the corner just to make sure no one was trying to sneak up and get him out.
No one was there.
As I turned back around to look at Jarian, his lips met mine.
Damn he had some soft ass lips and they were juicy as hell.
I started kissing him back. Are tongues met and I felt my hands automatically go to that juicy ass of his. I grabbed both cheeks and my d***k just start throbbing.
He was starting to unbuckle my pants when....

Deitra: There they are!!!!!

OMG was I caught???

Me: Ughmm--

Everyone: Aagghhh! he's coming!! Run Deitra!!
Deitra: Aaaagggh!
Me: Arrrrggghh!!

Whew! Another close one!
We continued the game and finally it was time to leave.
When I got home I called Taruy and told him what happened.

Me: We were playing the game and I had him in the corner, and then he reached up to kiss me...
Taruy: And what did you do?
Me: I didn't do anything! I was just in shock!
Taruy: So.....
Me: So as that happened Deitra ran around the house and saw me, but didn't see what was going on. So no one knew.
Taruy: See I knew I didn't like him! He's such a horny w***e!
Me: But we didn't do anything Taruy!
Taruy: Dante....
Me: Yes??
Taruy: Can't I tell you something??
Me:.......
Taruy: And I'm just gonna be honest with you....
Me: Okay.... What is it?
Taruy: I wanna have sex with you. Just one time. That's all. I just want us to have sex.

I was startled

Me: Taruy...I'm sorry but I just don't see you like that. I mean, you're like a brother to me and that would never happen between us.
Taruy:.......
Me: I'm sorry, but this is between me and you okay. Don't tell anyone what happened between Jarian and I..Promise!?
Taruy: [Voice shaking] Hey I gotta go, and I won't. Bye. [CLICK]