Posted Nov 25th, 2006 at 06:13 PM by !Gio!
Cuando tienes veintitantos...
Una idea se vuelve muy peligrosa cuando es la única que tienes... Le llaman la "crisis del cuarto de vida". Te encuentras a ti mismo desafinándote de la multitud mas que en cualquier otro momento de tu
Te empiezas a sentir inseguro y te preguntas dónde estarás en un año o dos, pero luego te asustas al darte cuenta que apenas sabes donde estás ahora. Te empiezas a dar cuenta que hay un montón de cosas sobre ti mismo de las que no sabías y que quizás no te gusten. Te empiezas a dar cuenta que tu círculo de amigos es más pequeño que hace unos años atrás... Te das cuenta que cada vez es más difícil ver a tus amigos y coordinar horarios... Por diferentes cuestiones: trabajo, estudio, pareja, etc... Y cada vez disfrutas más de esa cervecita que sirve como excusa para charlar un rato. Las multitudes ya no son "tan
divertidas"... Hasta a veces te incomodan. Y extrañas la comodidad de la escuela, de los grupos, de socializar con la misma gente de forma
constante. Pero te empiezas a dar cuenta que mientras algunos eran verdaderos amigos, otros no eran tan especiales después de todo. Te empiezas a dar cuenta que algunas personas son egoístas y que a lo mejor, esos amigos que creías cercanos no son exactamente las mejores personas que has conocido y que la gente con las que has perdido contacto resultan ser amigos de los mas importantes para ti..
Ríes con más ganas, pero lloras con menos lágrimas, y con más dolor.
Te rompen el corazón y te preguntas como esa persona que amaste tanto te pudo hacer tanto mal. O quizás te acuestes por las noches y te preguntes por qué no puedes conocer a alguien lo suficientemente
interesante como para querer conocerlo mejor. Y pareciera como si todos los que conoces ya llevan años de novios y algunos empiezan a casarse. Quizás tú también amas realmente a alguien, pero simplemente no estás seguro si te sientes preparado para comprometerte por el resto de tu vida. Atraviesas por las mismas emociones y preguntas una
y otra vez, y hablas con tus amigos sobre los mismos temas porque no terminas de tomar una decisión. Los ligues y las citas de una noche te empiezan a parecer baratos y emborracharte y actuar como un idiota
empieza a parecerte verdaderamente estúpido.***
Salir tres veces por fin de semana resulta agotador y significa mucho dinero para tu pequeño sueldo. Miras tu trabajo y quizás no estés ni un poco cerca de lo que pensabas que estarías haciendo.... O quizás estés buscando algún trabajo y piensas que tienes que comenzar desde abajo y te da un poco de miedo. Tratas día a día de empezar a entenderte a ti mismo, sobre lo que quieres! Y lo que no. Tus opiniones se vuelven mas fuertes. Ves lo que los demás están haciendo y te encuentras a ti mismo juzgando un
poco mas de lo usual porque de repente tienes ciertos lazos en tu vida adicionas cosas a tu lista de lo que es aceptable y de lo que no lo es.
A veces te sientes genial e invencible y otras... Solo, con miedo y confundido. De repente tratas de aferrarte al pasado, pero te das cuenta que el pasado cada vez se aleja más y que no hay otra opción
que seguir avanzando. Te preocupas por el futuro, préstamos, dinero...
Y por hacer una vida para ti. Y mientras ganar la carrera seria grandioso, ahorita tan solo quisieras estar compitiendo en ella.
Lo que puede que no te des cuenta es que todos los que estamos leyendo esto nos identificamos con ello. Todos nosotros tenemos "veintitantos" y nos gustaría volver a los 17-18 algunas veces. Parece ser un lugar
inestable, un camino en tránsito, un desbarajuste en la cabeza... Pero TODOS dicen que es la mejor época de nuestras vidas y no tenemos que desaprovecharla por culpa de nuestros miedos... Dicen que estos
tiempos son los cimientos de nuestro futuro.
Parece que fue ayer que teníamos 18...¿¡ Entonces mañana tendremos 30!? ¿¿¿¡¡¡Así de rápido!!!??? HAGAMOS VALER NUESTRO TIEMPO... ¡QUE NO SE
NOS PASE! La vida no se mide por las veces que respiras, sino por aquellos momentos que te dejan sin aliento...
Posted Nov 10th, 2006 at 10:46 PM by !Gio!
Middle Initial? F
Last Name? Antonov
Age? 20, 4 more months and 21:eek: .
Age you wish you were? I am fine with 20.
Birthday? March 13 1986
Zodiac Sign? Pisces
Chinese Zodiac Sign? Tiger
Where were you born? Sofia, Bulgaria
Where are you currently living? Barcelona, Spain
Are you in school? No, I am in University
Height? 182 (cm)
Weight? 78 (kg)
Hair Color? dark brown, black
Hairstyle? changes too much, at the moment, short, spiked in front
Eye Color? black
Do you wear glasses? no
Do you wear contacts? no
Skin tone? naturally tanned olive skin.
Body type? Normal-Athletic
Are you buff/muscular? yeah, wait till you see my guns or the six pack;)
Are you hott? I would like to think so but who knows:confused:
Do other people think you're hott? You should ask them.
Hot/Cold? I prefer, Hot, warm climates with an Ocean or Sea nearby.
Pepsi/Coke? neither, don't drink any beverages like that.
Rock/Rap? Depends on the song, I like many different types of music. Hardcore, real Rap is not really my thing.
XBox/Gamecube? neither, no time for videogames.
Night/Day? Love both.
Summer/Winter? Summer, I think snow is beautiful but can't stand any cold.
Spring/Fall? Spring because I love seeing everything coming back to life, blossoming.
Drinking/Smoking? Smoking never, drinking yeah but I am no alcoholic
Wal-Mart/Target? Neither, not my type of stores.
Girls/Boys? Both, there can't be boys without girls and vice versa.
Fat/Skinny? neither, healthy and athletic is best. I don't like bodybuilders either or people who take steroids, they just look so unnatural.
Chocolate/Vanilla? Vanilla is ricisimo and where is Caramel?
Black/White? depends on the person, depends on what the color is used for. This question should be more specific.
Blonde/Brunette? Brunette, I prefer darker hair generally but who discriminates when it comes to love.
School/Work? Both are great and one ultimately leads to the other.
Magazines/Books? I read magazines too but prefer books, nothing beats a good book.
Music/TV? Both, lately I have more time for music and I love playing the drums. I can't live without listening to music. Than again I am addicted to some TV shows but have to watch them on DVD or on you tube.
CDs/Radio? Definately CD's or other means, don't really use the radio, I love my Ipod.
IM/Text Messaging? I use both the same.
Walking/Driving? Depends on where you go, I love walking its much healthier but sometimes you need to drive and I do love my car, its my baby.
Breakfast/Dinner? Breakfast is the most important meal of the day but you gotta have dinner as well.
Basketball/Baseball? Well I use to like and play basketball but since Michael Jordan retired its not the same, I never watch it. Michael Jordan remains one of my all time favorites Athletes/Icons.
Football/Soccer? Well Soccer is really futbol(al), thats what it should be called only in the USA:help: . I prefer Futbol(al) over American Football any day.
Red/Blue? I like both about the same, green is my favorite calor.
Homecoming/Prom? where I went to highschool we really didn't have homecoming, we had a prom but we had something even better, a serenata (girls planned on a school day, bought food and a lot, a lot of alcohol, dressed as FBI, rented a bus and a place and picked all the boys from each of our houses without any of us knowing or expecting us and while most of us where sleeping, it was like 1AM when they picked me up and Laura threw up outside my house, I was handcuffed in boxers by Mariana and taken to the bus. By 3AM all the boys where picked up, most of us were drunk already and arrived to this ranch in the hills where some other friends and mariachis where waiting for us, the whole generation danced and got completely wasted and the next morning since its part of the serenata we all went to class, Laura threw up again. Everyone was asleep or dying from a headache, so all of us got up and left school. Headmaster was so pissed, the next month the guys did the same to the girls, only being boys, it was cheaper.
City/Country? A big city that has a country near by. I love the big city but sometimes I love just getting away with my friends and relaxing in the peaceful country.
Fourwheelers/Motorcycles? Mostly Fourwheelers but once in a while I like to go crazy on a motorcycle.
Real World/Road Rules? I prefered to watch the Real World, but If I had to choose one to go on to it would have been Road Rules, don't watch neither now.
MTV/VH1? I grew up watching MTV, but VH1 has gotten cooler, the music is more mature and they actually play music.
Ice Cream/Popsicles? Depends on the flavours and the brands.
US/UK? I have never been to the UK, I would love to and am going there to visit an ex girlfriend soon.
Pen/Pencil? I carry both.
McDonalds/Burger King? Neither, I dislike both, unhealthy greasy junk food is not for me. The only Fast Food I eat is Subway or Quiznos. I like Taco Bell its great but I don't eat it, I stay away.
Dairy Queen/Baskin Robbins? Neither
Fries/Tator Tots? Baked potatoes, and fries but only with olive oil, I love them but I try not eat too much. I don't like too many fried foods.
Email/IM? Both at times.
Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes and I have experienced it first hand.
Chemistry can be so strong.
Are you in love? I am not in a relationship with the person but I am very much in love, so so much in love, I can't even describe it, I never thought anything exists or even comes close to what I feel. That person loves me too, whats the problem than? Well too complicated, love is complicated but always worth it.
Do you have a crush? Yeah we all have crushes sometimes, its natural.
What's their name? Starts with an E thats all I am saying.
Are you dating anyone? Trying to, but nothing serious since I am still in love with someone else. I just can't move on from that and it seems I don't want to. Time will tell. Right now its complicated, we can't be together, that person is not able to. We are dating other people. I just started dating this great girl but its just dating.
If yes, how long have you been dating? A couple of weeks, but its not serious, its an open type of dating, just having fun being young.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Butt, eyes, lips.
Biggest turn on? A good kisser, a good dancer, someone with a lot of aura, with a positive type of energy, intelligent, with own opinions, takes care of their body and health.
Biggest turn off? Bad hygiene among other things like a person who has no respect for themself, does not take care of themself. Someone with no morals or ethics, a racist, a pessimist, mean-spirited, or with bad energy around them(someone who never smiles).
First boy/girlfriend? My first serious girlfriend, I was 12 and to this day she is one of my best friends and we keep in touch.
First real date? We went to the beach, we kissed, I had butterflies in my stomache.
First kiss? 5 years old at my birthday by this girl, a childhood friend.
First french kiss? 12 by my first girlfriend. A good kisser and by the way she was 14.
Ever given head? No comment. Maybe, maybe not, too private eitherway.
Ever been given head to? Yes, who hasn't, besides girls I mean.
Ever made out with a stranger? Ofcorse, and its a lot more than once.
Ever made out with a friend? Yeah and fell in love too.
Ever cheated? Never, ever and in this day and age I am so proud of it. If I am in a commited relationship I always stay faithful.
Been cheated on? Yeah, I prefer not to talk about that. I forgave them but we broke up, we were not in love, so it was not worth saving.
Ever watch porn? Yeah but not anymore. Why watch Porn when you can make porn.
Describe your dream guy/girl? There is only one right now and I think I have already met them, no need to describe. Anyway everything depends on the person.
Any fetishes? I will keep that to myself but definately few if any and nothing gross or extreme.
Drink? Yes, I am no alcoholic and don't drink like every day but I like to drink when I am out or hanging out with friends. I have a rule, I never drink if I am depressed or mad, I think alcohol should not be used to drown your sorrows.
Do Drugs? No.
Gotten high? Yeah I have tried the weed and more than once but I don't anymore at all and really I have only done it a few times and it was always at the beach.
Gotten Wasted?Hell Yeah, lots of good stories, but thats for another time.
Been betrayed? Yeah but who cares, I have forgiven and its all good, its long history and we laugh about it now.
Betrayed a friend? Never.
Told a secret? umgh very rarely, there is one time I can think of but it was very serious, I am good at keeping secrets or I have been told so.
Kept a secret from everyone? Yeah and I still do from almost everyone in my life.
Stolen Something? A book when I was 8, but than I felt bad about it.:lol: It was a great book.
Gotten arrested? Never.
Got suspended from school? Yeah, I got in a fight in the cafeteria but that was like 7th or 8th grade, so long ago, it was stupid.
Got expelled from school? Never.
Ever gotten a tattoo? Yeah I have two, one on my upper back, and one really small one which is really significant to me and most people can't see and no its not on my ass, that is just wrong.
Want a tattoo? I don't want anymore, thats enough, people with more than one or two, or with big tatoos start looking gross.
Of what? shut up already.
Ever been pierced? Yeah up on my eyebrow, but I am over it, I took it out.
Want any piercings? Not anymore, took it off and I am over that phase.
Where? I told you to shut up.
Cheated on a test? Nope, never needed to, thank god.
Been caught cheating? Nope
Been on a plane? Many, many times, in past year like atleast 10 times
been out of state? Yup.
Been out of the Country? Yup.
Been out of the Continent? Yup. 6 of the 7 continents or 5 of the 6 however you were taught.
Been on a train? Yup, many times.
Bungee jumped? Yes like more than 15 times and I love it and plan on doing it again. Anything extreme like that gets me interested.
Sky dived? With my friend Michy in Nicaragua. Took a corse and was certified and everything, still have to go solo freefall and am planning on next summer.
Swam with dolphins? Yeah Discovery Cove, when I lived in Orlando, Florida and also in Costa Rica when I lived there later on.
Ate Sushi? Yeah, its one of my favorite foods, I love Philadelphia rolls(if anyone knows those), they are amazing. I eat sushi atleast 1 a week.
Sleep with stuffed animals? Nah but I hug my pillow while I sleep if that counts for anything.
Listen to music when you sleep? Sometimes it depends on my mood.
Had a one night stand? Yeah like once but its not for me, I prefer knowing the person. Plus Safety should always be first.
Snuck out of your house? Yeah, the good old times, lived with my parents, sneaking away at night with my friends to go hit a party.
Been drunk at a party? Yeah jaja, ofcorse, guilty as charged on several, several occasions.
Slept in class? Yeah almost never, but like two days ago. I had slept like two hours in two days and I kind of slept through a lecture, university gets tough and it was a boring and easy class.:angel:
Slept during a movie? Yeah me and the girl at the time that I was seeing fell asleep like three times during King Kong, not a bad movie, I love Peter Jackson but if its not Lord of the Rings and its longer than three hours than I might fall asleep.
Started a food fight? Nah:angel: .
Been in a food fight? I got hit with a pie in the face by my mom, she taught it would be funny:p .
Broken any bones? Only one, once and I was little.
Had surgery? Nope and thank god.
CD? Too many to name.
Songs? Wonderful Life by Black, Fade into you by Mazzy Star, Obsession by Aventura, Oh Father by Madonna, Nothing Compares to You by Sinéad O'Connor, Pisando Fuerte by Alejandro Sanz, Dejame Llorar by Ricardo Montaner, Wicked Game by Chris Isaak, Only Time by Enya, lullaby and friday I am in love by Cure, Porcelain by Moby and many many others.
Band? I have many and of many different genres but maybe Depeche Mode.
Movies? Lord of the Rings the Trilogy, Braveheart, Great Expectations, Forrest Gump, Beautiful Mind, The GodFather(todos), Y tu mama Tambien, Rudy, Clockwork Orange, Ghost, Diarios de un motorciclista, Amorres Perros, Amelie, Malena, Up Close and Personal, Scarface, Green Mile, Magnolia, Instinct, Cinderella man, The Last Samurai, Fight Club, American History X, The Notebook, Memento, Crash, Walk the Line, Memoirs of a Geisha, any movie from Pedro Almodovar, 7 years in Tibet, classicas y peliculas extranjeras
Shows? ya no tengo mucho tiempo para ver Tele!!! pero antes me gustaba Friends, Seinfeld, The OC, Saved by the Bell, Married With Children, Smallville, Beverly Hills 90210, Fastlane, Everybody loves Raymond, the 70's show, One Tree Hill, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anotomy I even liked the Gilmore Girls
Books? Lord of the Rings, Great Expectations, Hobbit, The Saint, "Notas de viaje" de Ernesto 'Che' Guevara , The Count of Monte Cristo, The unbearable lightness of bieng, El Matadero, The Illiad, Farenhiet 451, 1984, La condena, History of Bulgaria and the Balkans, Tin Drum, Dog years, The House of the
Spirits, Withering Heights. After all reading is good for you!!!
Magazine? Men's Health
Place? blvd. Istok in Bulgaria, Escazu in Costa Rica, Barcelona, Spain
Pastime? Working out, surfing, extreme sports, playing drums, tennis, reading, dancing and hanging out with friends.
Best Friend? Eduardo
Best Friends? Eduardo, Camps, Michelle, Caro, Lau, Fofo, Dani, Pablo, Gabi, Mexi and Saskia.
Sport? Tennis, Surfing, Extreme Sports
Major? International Tourism
Restaraunt? Perro Loco, Sandbar, Samurai
Holiday? New Year
Number? 4 and 13
Animal? Rabbit, Hare, Dog, Dolphin, Siberian Tiger, Mangoose
Day of the Week? Friday
Month? March and October
American Idol? None
Place to shop? Depends what I want to buy
Brand Name? Giorgio Armani
City? Sofia, Barcelona, Escazu de San Jose, Mykonos, Buenos Aires
What's your bedtime? late but depends.
What do you think of this survey? Too long:tape: [/COLOR]
Posted Nov 8th, 2006 at 01:47 PM by !Gio!
I took this survey from Tim, thanks:wavey:
A - Age: 20
B - Band listening to right now: The Muse
C - Career: International Tourism and Relations
D - Drink or smoke: smoke never, drink hell yeah, party on (love Taquila, Guaro y Rum-that Bacardi Limon is good.)
E - Easiest person/s to talk to: My best friend Michy, my best friend Camps, my cousin Gabby, or Eduardo
F - Favorite song/s at the moment: there are too many, maybe Schenge by Raphael, or La Primer Cancion de Che, Mi dulce NiÑa by the Kumbia Kings
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: neither
J - Junk foods you like: I don't eat junk food, but I love Tres Leches con helado y fresas, its the best dessert in the world. QUE RICO!!!!:lick:
L - Longest car ride ever: Trip with my friends from San Jose, Costa Rica trough Panama, Columbia, Venezuela and finally Rio de Janeiro, Brazil also maybe from Greece to Portugal by Car:eek: with Gabby.
M - My favorite Sport/s: TENNIS to watch and Surfing, Canoe, kayak to do.
N - Number of relationships you've had: only counting the serious or semi serious (people I have been with longer than 3 months) like 9. Been in love twice. Been head over heels in love once.
O - One wish you have: That all my loved ones are happy and healthy.
P - Phobias: One the goliath bird-eating spider [IMG]http://www.extremescience.com/images/goliath-plate.gif[/IMG] Those things are huge and I had to touch one, that was enough for a lifetime.
Q - Favorite Quote: I don't do drugs, I am drugs
Salvador Dali (Spanish painter, 1904-1989)
R - Reason to smile: Nice teeth, Life is beautiful, drunk and being carried by your best friend at 4 AM in the morning.:tape:
S- Song: Fade into you by Mazzy Star
T- Time you woke up: 6am went jogging and than to the gym.
U - Unknown fact about you: I was born on Friday the 13th.
V - Vegetable/fruit you hate: Papaya
W - Worst habit: over exaggerated at times, working on that.
X - X-rays you've had: like 3
Y- Yummy food/s: Calmari, Sushi, Tres Leches, Sarmi(Dalmas), Torta Garash, Nutella
Z- Zodiac sign: Pieces.
Posted Sep 30th, 2006 at 09:40 AM by !Gio!
I am pisces, and was just reading some article about pisces and some of the charecteristics and I got to say if I didnt believe in my zodiac sign before I am almost 100 percent sure now, I mean talk about hitting it right on the money.
My best friend, Eduardo who is a Libra pointed this out to me, and sent me the article, he was like damn that is spooky, if there was a way to describe me this would be it, except I am not short, I am 1.82, not that tall either, but definately broad shouldered, and have to say it helps that I currently live in Spain. I guess now I know why I love the water so much.
Anyway this doesnt mean I am gonna start looking and living by my zodiac sign but I have to say, I really believe in this stuff.
Zodiac Symbol: Fish
Birth Dates: February 19 - March 20
Birth Dates (Sidereal): March 15 - April 18
Zodiac Element: Water
Zodiac Quality: Mutable
Body Part: Feet
Domicile: Jupiter (or Neptune)
Pisces is an astrological sign, which is associated with the constellation Pisces. Under the tropical zodiac, Pisces is occupied by the Sun from February 19 to March 20, and under the sidereal zodiac, it is currently from March 15 to April 13. The opposite sign to Pisces is Virgo.
Pisces is the twelfth and last sign of the Zodiac and associated with human emotions. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a dreamy, romantic, generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and honest character, but one which is also prone to exaggeration, fickleness, passiveness, hypersensitivity, and paranoia. Pisces is said by some astrologers to possess the qualities of all the previous eleven Signs of the Zodiac. In terms of anatomy, Pisces is said to rule feet, liver and lymphatics. In terms of geography Pisces is linked with Portugal, Spain, Egypt, and Scandinavia.
Physically, individuals born under the sign of Pisces supposedly tend to have small and dainty feet, heavy-lidded and liquid eyes, a short stature, and a broad physique.
Pisces is traditionally thought to be ruled by the planet Jupiter, but in more recent years many astrologers have labelled Neptune as the ruler or co-ruler of Pisces, attributing the dreaminess associated with the Sign to the planet's influence.
In mythology Pisces is often associated with Helen of Troy, from the legend of the Trojan War. Pisces is also associated with the Greco-Roman god Poseidon/Neptune and sometimes also the gods Zeus/Jupiter, Morpheus and Thor and the goddess Tyche/Fortuna.
Notable persons born under the Sign of Pisces (Tropical Zodiac) include: Albert Einstein, Kurt Cobain, George Washington, Common, Jean Harlow, Antonio Vivaldi, Michelangelo, Elizabeth Taylor, Galileo, Jerry Lewis, Pierre-Auguste Renoir, Vaslav Nijinsky, Jack Kerouac, Ursula Andress, Johnny Cash, Bruce Willis, Nat King Cole, Neville Chamberlain, Rudolf Nureyev, Liza Minnelli, L. Ron Hubbard, Bix Beiderbecke, Bernardo Bertolucci, Sharon Stone,Billy Crystal, Anaïs Nin, W. E. B. DuBois, Sam Peckinpah, Dr. Seuss, George Harrison, Townes Van Zandt, Steve Irwin, Samuel Pepys, Ferdinand the Catholic, San Martín, Joseph II of Austria, and Bugsy Siegel.
Posted Aug 3rd, 2006 at 10:08 AM by !Gio!
It was a great first day on this board, met some great new people, and I am feeling great about deciding to join this web board, I feel very good here. I would like to thank every body for welcoming me and I hope I make some good friends on here. I actually already posted quite a bit of pictures as well on one of the chat threads and have been posting in several threads now. I think I have found a good thing in this web board and I have to say the people running this board are doing a good job.