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Posted Jan 17th, 2010 at 05:12 AM by Beefy
Well it's that time of the year, today is 4 years since the love of my life passed away, and this year is one of the worst. Sure, one year after was, but this year's been pretty hard, infact the last few months (hence no Beefy's Xmas Message last Christmas). I didn't think much about it last year, because Carmen was on my mind heaps, what with the war and everything. But last year, doing stuff which put my mind back 4 years made it hard, and it's hard still.

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Posted Aug 28th, 2009 at 06:17 AM by Beefy
Despite it being over a year since we last saw each other, and the fact that we live on other sides of the world, I still consider Carmen to be my gf, and she still considers me a bf. For the first time ever, I'm going to admit to a gf, that I'm wrong, and they're right.

For all you readers who have read this blog the last few years, you will know all about Carmen, Jannie, and Chloe, who they are, and the complexed situations. Also that Jannie is a false name, seem I've never wanted...
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Posted Mar 13th, 2009 at 05:12 AM by Beefy
Well I haven't posted here for a while, but I'm going to now, and I'm gonna place the pieces that have been missing from previous blogs. What you see is what you get, and what you get is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. This will finally answer some questions about the girl I've mentioned most here, Jannie (Jannie being a cover name for my ex who past away at the start of 2006), and still I won't mention her real name, just because I wanna keep that close to me.
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Posted Dec 23rd, 2008 at 04:55 AM by Beefy
I've been looking back at the past so much lately. Of course Sunday was 3 years since I last saw Jannie, and no matter that people say, it's not something you get over that quick.

Been thinking back to 4 years a bit, when I finished my first degree, and now looking at how it is after finishing this one the other month. Also 3 years back, 6 years back with me finishing school, buying The Holy Bible by Manic Street Preachers, cricket, Best of's by both U2 and Manic Street Preachers,...
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Posted Oct 16th, 2008 at 09:49 AM by Beefy
Well, I haven't done a blog for ages, just been too busy to do so, and also I just couldn't really be fucked anymore doing them.

Something clicked with me the other month, and I've realised it even more since. Anyone who's read this blog will know how much I miss Jannie (remember, that's a cover name for my ex who was raped and suicided almost 3 years ago, I just don't wanna use her real name) and how life has sucked since.

A few weeks back, it clicked with me not only...
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