Posted Jul 26th, 2009 at 08:06 AM by mc8114
Well, it's been awhile since I last wrote in here.
In about a month a deeply beloved phase of my life will come to an end. I'm not really sure of what will happen next or even if I'm making the right decision, what I'm sure of is that I need a change and this is the right time for it.
I wanna continue with the life I sort of put on hold for almost 2 years now. Wanna be closer to my family, be there for them, cause most of the time it feels as if just pieces of me were available.
Also, I may have the opportunity to work again with my former coworkers, these guys I love, to me they are a second family- I'm really crossing my fingers for that to happen.
I can not help but also feel sad about leaving something I've dedicated the past 21/2 years of my life, without completing it 100 %. It breaks my heart to think it will be someone else's credit in the end... but well, that's the way things go; and I guess it also shows how badly I want out to a new and fresh start.
Really wish nothing but the best to people I'm leaving behind. So many great memories together in this unique adventure we're still all on board.
In a couple of days the first big step to my departure will be given, I feel thankful, blessed and sad about it.