what happens when it is relatives and friends who make me feel this way?

Chess Piece ~ Faye Wong

Wishing to walk out from the territory that you've controlled
However I've walked into the battle that you've devised
I don't have a rock-solid defense
Nor do I have a backroad to retreat

Wishing to escape from the trap that you've put down
However I've fallen into another ambush
I don't have the courage to decide upon my fortunes
Nor do I have the luck to break free

I am like a piece of chess
My movements on this board are controlled by only you
I am not the only queen in your eyes
But just an insignificant pawn piece

I am like a piece of chess
My comings and goings are not for my own to decide
Making your move and not taking back, you have never wavered in your mind
As I am being controlled within your hands