View Full Version : This is as rough as it can get

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:04 PM
I live in a block of units with my partner. There is only 12 units and we are all pretty close in one way or another. I went upstairs to see Bob and Margaret yesterday afternoon, telling them that I was going to hose down our windows and hose down theirs if they shut their windows. we Talkd for a bit and had a beer together and aranged the time for me to run the hose. they are near 80, while we are near mid 20's. As I left Jackie who lives next door to Bob and Margaret was coming up the stairs and was saying wayne is dead wayne is dead, you are nurse Collette, do something. I did, I went in and he was dead as, he had hung himself, she was screaming at me to do something, but he was dead I could not do a thing. I have no idea why I am posting this except I need to say it, but I am crying

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:06 PM
:sad: :sad: :sad:

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:07 PM
*hugs* how awful :sad:

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:09 PM
that's terrible! :sad:

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:49 PM
I cut him down and now he has parked himself in my brain it is strange, I want to cry and I want to vomit and I really want to get terribly drunk. I sort of think if I do not have to deal with it then it will go away. It isn't going to go away though is it?

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:53 PM
awful... :(

Nov 15th, 2002, 12:53 PM
Nope, it won't go away...you should probably talk to someone about it.

Nov 15th, 2002, 01:01 PM
I think I am talking to someone, well many of you. Piet has been like "Rough 24 hours love, tired, going to bed" and I am like okay do not leave me here I am not travelling well here

Big Fat Pink Elephant
Nov 15th, 2002, 01:07 PM
sorry to hear :sad:


Nov 15th, 2002, 09:37 PM
I'm sorry.
A boy at my school hung himself in the dorms last semester. Even though I did not know him it still shook me up.

Nov 15th, 2002, 10:34 PM
OMG how absolutly horrible!,i have no idea how i would react in that kind of situation :sad: :sad:

King Satan
Nov 15th, 2002, 11:11 PM
I don't even know what to say:sad: :sad: :sad:

Nov 15th, 2002, 11:21 PM
how awful..

Nov 15th, 2002, 11:27 PM
Thats so sad:sad:

Nov 16th, 2002, 01:25 AM
That's terrible :sad:
hug for Picol

Nov 16th, 2002, 03:59 AM
Thank you.

I am bemused that I posted this at all.

I was Alone, not sober and I guess in a need to throw all this out there. Thank you for listening and know I feel much better today.

I also do not intend throwing my personal stuff out there on a regular basis. I still cannot believe I did this.