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Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 09:28 PM
Just that, tell us who you are? :)

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 09:35 PM
My name is Nicolás, I'm 19, I live and study in Chile and want to become an engineer specialized in biotechnology, I'm very easy going, good friend and a nice guy.

This is kind of an introductory thread if you want.:)

Elwin.
Jul 8th, 2009, 09:46 PM
My name is Elwin. I live in the Netherlands in Zoetermeer. I'm 18 years old and i'm studying for elementary school teacher :)
I love to play all kind of sports.
I can be very nice but you will notice when i don't like you :)
Some of my friends call me a slut :sobbing:

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 10:49 PM
Some of my friends call me a slut :sobbing:

So introductory. :worship:

hahaha

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 10:55 PM
My name is Ciarán I am 17 years old and I live in Northern Ireland. I am a huge tennis fan and I love music. I'm still at school and undecided what I want to do when I leave :p. I have a pet python & 6 piercings. My fave music acts of the moment are: La Roux, Florence & The Machine, Bat For Lashes, Little Boots, Janet Jackson, TLC, Lady GaGa, Adele, Pet Shop Boys.

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:01 PM
My name is Ciarán I am 17 years old and I live in Northern Ireland. I am a huge tennis fan and I love music. I'm still at school and undecided what I want to do when I leave :p. I have a pet python & 6 piercings. My fave music acts of the moment are: La Roux, Florence & The Machine, Bat For Lashes, Little Boots, Janet Jackson, TLC, Lady GaGa, Adele, Pet Shop Boys.

Wow a python, is she a good pet?

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:02 PM
My fave music acts of the moment are: La Roux, Florence & The Machine, Bat For Lashes, Little Boots, Janet Jackson, TLC, Lady GaGa, Adele, Pet Shop Boys.

You've gone up in my estimation.

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:06 PM
You've gone up in my estimation.

Why's that? :speakles:

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:06 PM
Wow a python, is she a good pet?

He. And no, he's boring :ras:

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:11 PM
Why's that? :speakles:

LOL - what's with the :speakles: smiley ? I'm not that hard to impress.

Do you know who that is in my avatar ?

Optima
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:12 PM
I'm Jody (guy, not a girl...hate my name), I'm from Louisville, Kentucky in the US - I'm an English and Art History major at my university. 20 years old, and am attracted to tennis players who can't serve to save their life. I have a dog named Lucie. I enjoy creative writing, playing tennis, video games, and doing anything else with friends. My favorite musical artists at the moment include: Regina Spektor, Rufus Wainwright, Portishead, Plushgun, Annie, BONNIE PINK, hitomi, Air and Cut Copy. I could eat pizza all day everyday for the rest of my life.

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:13 PM
LOL - what's with the :speakles: smiley ? I'm not that hard to impress.

Do you know who that is in my avatar ?

Yes I do. But I was hoping you'd say Florence & The Machine too :angel:

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:20 PM
Yes I do. But I was hoping you'd say Florence & The Machine too :angel:

You'd have been better off hoping I might have heard of them ;).

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:22 PM
You'd have been better off hoping I might have heard of them ;).

Next big thing :D
I made a thread in NT :angel:

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:23 PM
I'll take a look :).

Kworb
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:30 PM
I am Kworb, 24 years old from the Netherlands. I studied econometrics, majored in quantitative logistics and operations research and now work for a transport research institute.

I'm not a social person and have no friends. I still live with my mom. Real life bores and depresses me so I entertain myself with music, TV, games and (watching) sports. I am especially obsessed with American Idol, even when it's not on TV. I love it. :inlove:

Bartosh
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:33 PM
your real name is Kworb? :speakles:

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:33 PM
Next big thing :D
I made a thread in NT :angel:

I realised that I had heard of her after all - she's the girl that won the Brit award isn't she (?)

The last song was good but the others didn't do much for me. I expect they'll grow on me as I hear them more and more on the radio.

I am Kworb, 24 years old from the Netherlands. I studied econometrics, majored in quantitative logistics and operations research and now work for a transport research institute.

I'm not a social person and have no friends. I still live with my mom. Real life bores and depresses me so I entertain myself with music, TV, games and (watching) sports. I am especially obsessed with American Idol, even when it's not on TV. I love it. :inlove:

You're quite sociable here though aren't you (?)

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:35 PM
I realised that I had heard of her after all - she's the girl that won the Brit award isn't she (?)

The last song was good but the others didn't do much for me. I expect they'll grow on me as I hear them more and more on the radio.



You're quite sociable here though aren't you (?)

Yes she won a brit :D
Her debut 'Lungs' is brilliant :angel:

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:35 PM
He. And no, he's boring :ras:

This might sound stupid but I thought all kind of snakes were female.

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:36 PM
This might sound stupid but I thought all kind of snakes were female.

:lol:
Why's that?

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:37 PM
I'm Jody (guy, not a girl...hate my name)

:hug: I'm guessing growing up was hard?

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:38 PM
:lol:
Why's that?

Just thought, how can you tell when a python is a male anyway?

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:39 PM
I am Kworb, 24 years old from the Netherlands. I studied econometrics, majored in quantitative logistics and operations research and now work for a transport research institute.

I'm not a social person and have no friends. I still live with my mom. Real life bores and depresses me so I entertain myself with music, TV, games and (watching) sports. I am especially obsessed with American Idol, even when it's not on TV. I love it. :inlove:

For the bottom part, are you for real?

Optima
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:40 PM
:hug: I'm guessing growing up was hard?

Not really. Actually, there are quite a few guys with my name usually in North America - it just seems really uncommon outside the US/Canada.

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:41 PM
Just thought, how can you tell when a python is a male anyway?

Toward the end of the tail there is a slight lump (the male genetalia :p)

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:43 PM
Not really. Actually, there are quite a few guys with my name usually in North America - it just seems really uncommon outside the US/Canada.

It must be rare though.
My name is definitely common.

Bartosh
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:43 PM
Toward the end of the tail there is a slight lump (the male genetalia :p)

you looked for your snake's lump? :spit: (or even touched it? :speakles: ) disgusting :lol:

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:45 PM
you looked for your snake's lump? :spit: (or even touched it? :speakles: ) disgusting :lol:

It's internal obv. :rolleyes: You can just see it slightly :shrug:

Ciarán
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:46 PM
It looks like a pennis though? :lol:

You cant see it :lol: It's internal :p

Nicolás89
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:47 PM
Toward the end of the tail there is a slight lump (the male genetalia :p)

It looks like a pennis though? :lol:

Kworb
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:48 PM
your real name is Kworb? :speakles:
It is on the internet :p

You're quite sociable here though aren't you (?)
Online it's easy to be social, I can just ignore people I don't like, and I can always talk about things I enjoy talking about. In real life being social is far more taxing. I'd have to listen to stories I don't care about, I'd have to go to parties I would be miserable at, I'd have to put effort into maintaining the frequency of our interactions at a socially acceptable level. It's just not worth it.

For the bottom part, are you for real?
Yes of course, I'm not embarrassed about anything :)

Bartosh
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:49 PM
omg :o I thought snakes are cute but now :speakles:

Kart
Jul 8th, 2009, 11:55 PM
Online it's easy to be social, I can just ignore people I don't like, and I can always talk about things I enjoy talking about. In real life being social is far more taxing. I'd have to listen to stories I don't care about, I'd have to go to parties I would be miserable at, I'd have to put effort into maintaining the frequency of our interactions at a socially acceptable level. It's just not worth it.


I'm interested how you came to that conclusion. Have you tried all of the above already ?

It seems to me you wouldn't be doing anything you didn't like if you selected people with common interests to be friends with :shrug:.

Ciarán
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:00 AM
You can only see it when they are having sex.

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:03 AM
I'm interested how you came to that conclusion. Have you tried all of the above already ?

It seems to me you wouldn't be doing anything you didn't like if you selected people with common interests to be friends with :shrug:.

There will always be things that annoy me about a person. And most of my interests are related to the internet anyway.

I guess if I lived on my own and had more responsibilities it would be helpful if I had friends, in case of an emergency or if I needed help with something. And it would be nice to have someone to go to concerts with. But other than that I don't feel like I'm missing much. I've had a social life in high school and I still remember all the stress of birthday parties and presents and that kind of annoying crap.

Kart
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:09 AM
There will always be things that annoy me about a person. And most of my interests are related to the internet anyway.

I guess if I lived on my own and had more responsibilities it would be helpful if I had friends, in case of an emergency or if I needed help with something. And it would be nice to have someone to go to concerts with. But other than that I don't feel like I'm missing much. I've had a social life in high school and I still remember all the stress of birthday parties and presents and that kind of annoying crap.

Interesting view.

I wouldn't go so far as to say that birthday parties and presents are all that much of a big deal after you get to a certain age.

Where do you see yourself say ten years from now ? Or rather, where would you like to be ?

This is none of my business by the way, I'm just making conversation because I can't sleep so feel free to not answer :).

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:20 AM
This is none of my business by the way, I'm just making conversation because I can't sleep so feel free to not answer :).

I can't sleep too so Kworb please answer because I want something to read :)

woosey
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:23 AM
i understand kworb but i've grown out of that a bit.

woosey
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:24 AM
sometimes you just don't want a lot of drama in your life.

Ciarán
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:24 AM
I wish I had Kworbs view. But friends mean too much to me, unfortunately, I guess :lol:

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:25 AM
you are social whore, Ciaran :inlove:

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:30 AM
Interesting view.

I wouldn't go so far as to say that birthday parties and presents are all that much of a big deal after you get to a certain age.

Where do you see yourself say ten years from now ? Or rather, where would you like to be ?

This is none of my business by the way, I'm just making conversation because I can't sleep so feel free to not answer :).

I have no idea. I feel like I'm just alive. I don't have any goals I would like to achieve, personally or professionally. There is nothing substantial that I'm passionate about.

I'm a romantic at heart and if I had a dream it would be to live happily ever after with some guy, but I can't even imagine it happening. In my current state I'm not exactly relationship material, and I have no desire to change into a person I don't like to be. Furthermore, being in a relationship wouldn't magically solve all my other issues, like being so completely listless day in day out.

I'll have to wait and see what life I'm living 10 years from now, but honestly it wouldn't surprise me if I still lived in the same house, with my mom, with the same (boring) job. :tape: Of course I will then still freely talk about it on this forum. :)

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:33 AM
it's quite sad, isn't it? :awww:

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:39 AM
it's quite sad, isn't it? :awww:

It's okay, I don't feel unhappy or depressed. Right now I just have my short term goals, like finishing my master's thesis :o and getting my driver's license. It's really hard to work on that damn thesis when I am already employed.

Kart
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:40 AM
it's quite sad, isn't it? :awww:

Why is it sad if it's what he wants ? Seems perfectly reasonable to me - not everyone wants to follow the trends.

I'm a romantic at heart and if I had a dream it would be to live happily ever after with some guy, but I can't even imagine it happening. In my current state I'm not exactly relationship material, and I have no desire to change into a person I don't like to be. Furthermore, being in a relationship wouldn't magically solve all my other issues, like being so completely listless day in day out.

You'd be surprised at what is and isn't relationship material, I can assure you. The question is whether you would still be listless if you were in that relationship. Seems to me that if you like someone you actually are more willing to compromise but you don't know until you actually try.

I don't think relationships are the solution for much but if say you're in the same position in twenty years, do you think you'll regret not making more of an effort to find out if you were missing out on anything when you were younger ?

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:43 AM
you spend all of your free time here or watching American Idol? :awww: so depressing :(

but to be honest I'm not so much better :p I should spend more time with my friends than reading about drama in WTA Budapest :lol:

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:48 AM
Why is it sad if it's what he wants ? Seems perfectly reasonable to me - not everyone wants to follow the trends.

if he truly want it I don't find it sad :shrug: but you know... it's quite unique and strange behavior and my human nature tell me to feel bad for him :p

Kart
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:52 AM
if he truly want it I don't find it sad :shrug: but you know... it's quite unique and strange behavior and my human nature tell me to feel bad for him :p

Society tells us it is strange behaviour.

However, in this day and age, it really isn't.

When you're younger you don't realise that things don't change all that much as you get older unless you want them to.

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:53 AM
Why is it sad if it's what he wants ? Seems perfectly reasonable to me - not everyone wants to follow the trends.



You'd be surprised at what is and isn't relationship material, I can assure you. The question is whether you would still be listless if you were in that relationship. Seems to me that if you like someone you actually are more willing to compromise but you don't know until you actually try.

I don't think relationships are the solution for much but if say you're in the same position in twenty years, do you think you'll regret not making more of an effort to find out if you were missing out on anything when you were younger ?
But who can I try it with? I've never even had a crush on anyone. My "standards" are set ridiculously high, and I can't seem to lower them to a more realistic level. Even finding someone with a similar music taste and intelligence (which are really my most basic requirements) is like finding a needle in a haystack. :o

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:58 AM
you spend all of your free time here or watching American Idol? :awww: so depressing :(

but to be honest I'm not so much better :p I should spend more time with my friends than reading about drama in WTA Budapest :lol:

On here, on other forums and communities, chatting with people on MSN, playing video games, etc. The Idol tour just started so these are exciting times. :lol: :o I actually wanted to cross the Atlantic to go to a few dates, but I chickened out. :o Not yet regretting that decision. :p

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:59 AM
with nearly 7 billion people in the world you must have really strange music taste or you are Mensa member :p

Kart
Jul 9th, 2009, 12:59 AM
But who can I try it with? I've never even had a crush on anyone. My "standards" are set ridiculously high, and I can't seem to lower them to a more realistic level. Even finding someone with a similar music taste and intelligence (which are really my most basic requirements) is like finding a needle in a haystack. :o

Well if you don't socialise, how can you ever have had a crush on anyone ? ;)

If you're seriously asking me who to try it with, why not start by looking for someone with common interests - if you're interests predominate on the net you can start by looking there.

You can't be the only single man in your area looking for a relationship.

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 01:02 AM
On here, on other forums and communities, chatting with people on MSN, playing video games, etc. The Idol tour just started so these are exciting times. :lol: :o I actually wanted to cross the Atlantic to go to a few dates, but I chickened out. :o Not yet regretting that decision. :p

without Jorge Nunez and Jasmine Murray Idol Tour will be incredibly boring :o :p only Alison will make this tour slightly interesting :p

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 01:13 AM
with nearly 7 billion people in the world you must have really strange music taste or you are Mensa member :p

How about both :lol:

Well if you don't socialise, how can you ever have had a crush on anyone ? ;)

If you're seriously asking me who to try it with, why not start by looking for someone with common interests - if you're interests predominate on the net you can start by looking there.

You can't be the only single man in your area looking for a relationship.

Oh I've been on dating sites, that's what I mean with unrealistic standards. I'm very quick to dismiss people. :( And that doesn't even take into account that they have to like me, too.

My job does require me to be social once in a while, so I do meet people, albeit professionally and usually a lot older. But you're right, if I were more social then I guess the chance of developing a crush on someone would be higher.

without Jorge Nunez and Jasmine Murray Idol Tour will be incredibly boring :o :p only Alison will make this tour slightly interesting :p

I'm totally crazy about Adam, Kris and Allison :inlove:

Damn I totally hijacked the thread with my "introduction" :o

Bartosh
Jul 9th, 2009, 01:18 AM
Adam is too much diva for me... and Kris is mediocre :shrug: but yeah - Allison is amaze :inlove:

ekhmm...wrong thread :lol:

Kart
Jul 9th, 2009, 01:37 AM
Damn I totally hijacked the thread with my "introduction" :o

You're spared any further interrogation as I am now sleepy :yawn:.

woosey
Jul 9th, 2009, 01:49 AM
I have no idea. I feel like I'm just alive. I don't have any goals I would like to achieve, personally or professionally. There is nothing substantial that I'm passionate about.

I'm a romantic at heart and if I had a dream it would be to live happily ever after with some guy, but I can't even imagine it happening. In my current state I'm not exactly relationship material, and I have no desire to change into a person I don't like to be. Furthermore, being in a relationship wouldn't magically solve all my other issues, like being so completely listless day in day out.

I'll have to wait and see what life I'm living 10 years from now, but honestly it wouldn't surprise me if I still lived in the same house, with my mom, with the same (boring) job. :tape: Of course I will then still freely talk about it on this forum. :)

it's unfortunate that you are not passionate about anything. life is a gift and you need to make the most of it. that doesn't mean you need to have tons of lovers, etc. - that has nothing to do with being excited about life.

but have something to get excited about. cultivate a desire or passion for something. wasting life is, well, a waste.

if you don't one day you might find yourself a 50-year-old and be so pissed off by your own disposition and the fact that you wasted so much of your time on nothing or trapped in your own funk.

if your job is boring, which you admit to, change jobs and get another that is more satisfying.

and if you want to go to a concert, even if it's alone, you need to do that. i recently found out about a show at the last minute, like an hour before it was going to happen. i couldn't find anyone to go but do you think i let that stop me? hell no. i went. and i enjoyed it.

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 02:08 AM
it's unfortunate that you are not passionate about anything. life is a gift and you need to make the most of it. that doesn't mean you need to have tons of lovers, etc. - that has nothing to do with being excited about life.

but have something to get excited about. cultivate a desire or passion for something. wasting life is, well, a waste.

if you don't one day you might find yourself a 50-year-old and be so pissed off by your own disposition and the fact that you wasted so much of your time on nothing or trapped in your own funk.

if your job is boring, which you admit to, change jobs and get another that is more satisfying.

and if you want to go to a concert, even if it's alone, you need to do that. i recently found out about a show at the last minute, like an hour before it was going to happen. i couldn't find anyone to go but do you think i let that stop me? hell no. i went. and i enjoyed it.
It's easier said than done. My job may be boring, but it's the most enjoyable thing I can think of that I can get paid for. I'm interested in so many things, languages, sciences. But they are all superficial interests. I can read any Wikipedia article and find it interesting, but it doesn't leave me with a desire to know more about the particular subject or spend more time on it.

I don't know if I'll have regrets. This is my state of mind right now and I hope my future self will understand that. :p

I do go to concerts alone. I love live music too much not to.

Nicolás89
Jul 9th, 2009, 02:51 AM
I think that more than annoyed by social interaction you are scared of having any.

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 03:07 AM
I think that more than annoyed by social interaction you are scared of having any.
I don't think that's it. I don't get nervous talking to people I know, or even to strangers. I can get along with anyone. I just rarely enjoy it.

I only get really nervous when I have to do something I haven't done before. That's why I ended up not going to North America this summer. And since relationships are also foreign territory for me they are also something I just prefer to avoid. I think that fear of the unknown definitely holds me back in life.

woosey
Jul 9th, 2009, 03:27 AM
I don't think that's it. I don't get nervous talking to people I know, or even to strangers. I can get along with anyone. I just rarely enjoy it.

I only get really nervous when I have to do something I haven't done before. That's why I ended up not going to North America this summer. And since relationships are also foreign territory for me they are also something I just prefer to avoid. I think that fear of the unknown definitely holds me back in life.

you didn't come to north america because it was something different?

this is what i mean by you regretting your skittishness about things later on. you'll regret how you were too wrapped up in your own neuroses (i'm not trying to be rude either) to do interesting things.

you know, your english seems good, and so you probably would not even need to rely on people for certain things. opportunity missed.

Edinboro
Jul 9th, 2009, 03:29 AM
Well my name is Mathew, spelled with one T thank you, but everyone calls me Matt or Matty. I feel like I have an air of mystery surrounding me wherever I go. Ive known pretty much my entire like that id be something special one day. Im an only child. Ive never met my father and my Mom as been sick my entire life. So I never really had a parent growing up. Without a parent there for me growing up ive learned everything on my own. Everyting from religon, to sex, to politics, to life in general. I never had a parent there for me to force their beliefs on me so ive researched it all myself and really believe what I believe in to be in the truth. I am Italian and I have lots and lots of aunt uncles and cousins but I dont feel close to any of them and I think its because of my sexuality. So I guess ive never felt ive been loved before but I want it so bad.

Im 20 years old and im gay. Believe what you wanna believe in sterotypes but I defenetly dont fall under one. Im a little old fashioned in that I believe in sex only when love is invovled. I cant even imagine hooking up with someone you dont know. Like, I just cant imagine doing it. Ive never been in love and I hope one day soon it happens. The perfect guy for me would be someone sensitive, compassionate, funny, sensitive, spiritual, and intelligent. Im not very shallow and I could care less about looks. For me it is all about personality. Im not shallow. I use self avatars since it eliminates the mystery of whos really behind the avatar. Like I guess I could use a Lena avi but im not Lena and I don look like her. Seems kinda fake to use an avatar of anyone but myself since that person is not Edinboro.

Im very spiritual. I believe if you make eye contact with someone you dont know its a soul connection. I believe life is all about love and nothin else and it pains me to see people hurt each other with words and violence. I wont no part of that. I consider myself to be one of the nicest people youll ever meet. I hate cliques. Like, I wanna be friends with the fat person down the street. I dont see why people have to hang out with people similar to them. I beieve in fact I know just based on research of NDEs and psychics that life is only about love. Thats all god cares about whats in our hearts. I believe homosexuality is from a past life as the opposite gender.

I am a very deep, intelligent person. I believe my best trait is my sense of humor. Id be nowhere without it. I make people laugh all the time with it. I can make a joke about anything and my best friend and I who are very similar, we can exagerate anything and just laugh and laugh. But I love deep conversations, I can sit up all night with someone and just talk about life and other deep topics.

Ive learned very early on that I wasnt ever gonna be normal. Im in college I did the party scene my entire freshman year but I got over it. I have a lot of compassion for people and one day I hope to change the world. I wanna make a lot of money and travel the world and give to people that need it. I think rich people are selfish. There is so many things they can do to help others but they choose not to. I want nothing more than to help people in my later years. I just wish my younger generation felt the same. We could really change the world.

I am obsessed with Survivor and one day ill be on the show. Jk, I dont really have any desire to ever be on TV. lol But despite it all, I am a very funny, loving, caring person.

Kworb
Jul 9th, 2009, 03:47 AM
you didn't come to north america because it was something different?

this is what i mean by you regretting your skittishness about things later on. you'll regret how you were too wrapped up in your own neuroses (i'm not trying to be rude either) to do interesting things.

you know, your english seems good, and so you probably would not even need to rely on people for certain things. opportunity missed.

Yeah I've never traveled on my own. Even when I go abroad for my job it's always been with a colleague. I still want to go though. Maybe next year. :shrug:

delicatecutter
Jul 9th, 2009, 04:11 AM
Well my name is Mathew, spelled with one T thank you, but everyone calls me Matt or Matty. I feel like I have an air of mystery surrounding me wherever I go. Ive known pretty much my entire like that id be something special one day. Im an only child. Ive never met my father and my Mom as been sick my entire life. So I never really had a parent growing up. Without a parent there for me growing up ive learned everything on my own. Everyting from religon, to sex, to politics, to life in general. I never had a parent there for me to force their beliefs on me so ive researched it all myself and really believe what I believe in to be in the truth. I am Italian and I have lots and lots of aunt uncles and cousins but I dont feel close to any of them and I think its because of my sexuality. So I guess ive never felt ive been loved before but I want it so bad.

Im 20 years old and im gay. Believe what you wanna believe in sterotypes but I defenetly dont fall under one. Im a little old fashioned in that I believe in sex only when love is invovled. I cant even imagine hooking up with someone you dont know. Like, I just cant imagine doing it. Ive never been in love and I hope one day soon it happens. The perfect guy for me would be someone sensitive, compassionate, funny, sensitive, spiritual, and intelligent. Im not very shallow and I could care less about looks. For me it is all about personality. Im not shallow. I use self avatars since it eliminates the mystery of whos really behind the avatar. Like I guess I could use a Lena avi but im not Lena and I don look like her. Seems kinda fake to use an avatar of anyone but myself since that person is not Edinboro.

Im very spiritual. I believe if you make eye contact with someone you dont know its a soul connection. I believe life is all about love and nothin else and it pains me to see people hurt each other with words and violence. I wont no part of that. I consider myself to be one of the nicest people youll ever meet. I hate cliques. Like, I wanna be friends with the fat person down the street. I dont see why people have to hang out with people similar to them. I beieve in fact I know just based on research of NDEs and psychics that life is only about love. Thats all god cares about whats in our hearts. I believe homosexuality is from a past life as the opposite gender.

I am a very deep, intelligent person. I believe my best trait is my sense of humor. Id be nowhere without it. I make people laugh all the time with it. I can make a joke about anything and my best friend and I who are very similar, we can exagerate anything and just laugh and laugh. But I love deep conversations, I can sit up all night with someone and just talk about life and other deep topics.

Ive learned very early on that I wasnt ever gonna be normal. Im in college I did the party scene my entire freshman year but I got over it. I have a lot of compassion for people and one day I hope to change the world. I wanna make a lot of money and travel the world and give to people that need it. I think rich people are selfish. There is so many things they can do to help others but they choose not to. I want nothing more than to help people in my later years. I just wish my younger generation felt the same. We could really change the world.

I am obsessed with Survivor and one day ill be on the show. Jk, I dont really have any desire to ever be on TV. lol But despite it all, I am a very funny, loving, caring person.

I'm obsessed with Survivor too. :lol: Read one of your posts on Sucks today.

Ciarán
Jul 9th, 2009, 04:12 AM
Well my name is Mathew, spelled with one T thank you, but everyone calls me Matt or Matty. I feel like I have an air of mystery surrounding me wherever I go. Ive known pretty much my entire like that id be something special one day. Im an only child. Ive never met my father and my Mom as been sick my entire life. So I never really had a parent growing up. Without a parent there for me growing up ive learned everything on my own. Everyting from religon, to sex, to politics, to life in general. I never had a parent there for me to force their beliefs on me so ive researched it all myself and really believe what I believe in to be in the truth. I am Italian and I have lots and lots of aunt uncles and cousins but I dont feel close to any of them and I think its because of my sexuality. So I guess ive never felt ive been loved before but I want it so bad.

Im 20 years old and im gay. Believe what you wanna believe in sterotypes but I defenetly dont fall under one. Im a little old fashioned in that I believe in sex only when love is invovled. I cant even imagine hooking up with someone you dont know. Like, I just cant imagine doing it. Ive never been in love and I hope one day soon it happens. The perfect guy for me would be someone sensitive, compassionate, funny, sensitive, spiritual, and intelligent. Im not very shallow and I could care less about looks. For me it is all about personality. Im not shallow. I use self avatars since it eliminates the mystery of whos really behind the avatar. Like I guess I could use a Lena avi but im not Lena and I don look like her. Seems kinda fake to use an avatar of anyone but myself since that person is not Edinboro.

Im very spiritual. I believe if you make eye contact with someone you dont know its a soul connection. I believe life is all about love and nothin else and it pains me to see people hurt each other with words and violence. I wont no part of that. I consider myself to be one of the nicest people youll ever meet. I hate cliques. Like, I wanna be friends with the fat person down the street. I dont see why people have to hang out with people similar to them. I beieve in fact I know just based on research of NDEs and psychics that life is only about love. Thats all god cares about whats in our hearts. I believe homosexuality is from a past life as the opposite gender.

I am a very deep, intelligent person. I believe my best trait is my sense of humor. Id be nowhere without it. I make people laugh all the time with it. I can make a joke about anything and my best friend and I who are very similar, we can exagerate anything and just laugh and laugh. But I love deep conversations, I can sit up all night with someone and just talk about life and other deep topics.

Ive learned very early on that I wasnt ever gonna be normal. Im in college I did the party scene my entire freshman year but I got over it. I have a lot of compassion for people and one day I hope to change the world. I wanna make a lot of money and travel the world and give to people that need it. I think rich people are selfish. There is so many things they can do to help others but they choose not to. I want nothing more than to help people in my later years. I just wish my younger generation felt the same. We could really change the world.

I am obsessed with Survivor and one day ill be on the show. Jk, I dont really have any desire to ever be on TV. lol But despite it all, I am a very funny, loving, caring person.

I'm not alone :bowdown:

LudwigDvorak
Jul 9th, 2009, 04:51 AM
Great post Edinboro. I dig it.

I'm Chris. Hi. I turn twenty next month, and I guess most people would refer to me as....boring/naive/complex/serious/good-hearted.

Knowing myself, I'm very critical, not just of others but also myself. I'm VERY hard on myself, and I expect to get things right the first time and that I should know better every time. Pretty aloof and distant when I first start meeting someone, but give me some time, and I won't shut up. Currently trying to find a higher level of happiness in my life I haven't had before. In love with a certain special someone, but that's a complicated story.

My mom and her second husband raised Akitas while I was growing up, and one attacked me twice. I have small scars on my back and on my right wrist. I have a scar on my forehead from running into my mom's metal bedpost when I was two--it makes people think I look like Harry Potter. :lol:

Overall I'm a pretty positive person, but very easy for me to get sucked into the bad parts of people/life.

I like pie.

delicatecutter
Jul 9th, 2009, 04:55 AM
^^ Wow I'm in love with a certain somebody as well. I hope it works out for you. :)

In The Zone
Jul 9th, 2009, 04:57 AM
Great post Edinboro. I dig it.

I'm Chris. Hi. I turn twenty next month, and I guess most people would refer to me as....boring/naive/complex/serious/good-hearted.

Knowing myself, I'm very critical, not just of others but also myself. I'm VERY hard on myself, and I expect to get things right the first time and that I should know better every time. Pretty aloof and distant when I first start meeting someone, but give me some time, and I won't shut up. Currently trying to find a higher level of happiness in my life I haven't had before. In love with a certain special someone, but that's a complicated story.

My mom and her second husband raised Akitas while I was growing up, and one attacked me twice. I have small scars on my back and on my right wrist. I have a scar on my forehead from running into my mom's metal bedpost when I was two--it makes people think I look like Harry Potter. :lol:

Overall I'm a pretty positive person, but very easy for me to get sucked into the bad parts of people/life.

I like pie.

^^ Wow I'm in love with a certain somebody as well. I hope it works out for you. :)

Vomit.

LudwigDvorak
Jul 9th, 2009, 05:00 AM
^^ Wow I'm in love with a certain somebody as well. I hope it works out for you. :)

I think it will. He and I aren't together right now, but I hope someday when it actually works for the two of us. There's no one I've ever loved more. :)

That's something else I agree with Edinboro about--I can't do one night stands or have meaningless sex. I did once, and I couldn't even consider myself a human for weeks after. I still ostracize myself over it even now. Only with someone I love.

LudwigDvorak
Jul 9th, 2009, 05:03 AM
Vomit.

Jealousy is a bitch. :sad:

delicatecutter
Jul 9th, 2009, 05:07 AM
Vomit.

What are you vomiting about?? I thought we were friends? ;)

~Eclipsed~
Jul 9th, 2009, 05:26 AM
Well my name is Mathew, spelled with one T thank you, but everyone calls me Matt or Matty. I feel like I have an air of mystery surrounding me wherever I go. Ive known pretty much my entire like that id be something special one day. Im an only child. Ive never met my father and my Mom as been sick my entire life. So I never really had a parent growing up. Without a parent there for me growing up ive learned everything on my own. Everyting from religon, to sex, to politics, to life in general. I never had a parent there for me to force their beliefs on me so ive researched it all myself and really believe what I believe in to be in the truth. I am Italian and I have lots and lots of aunt uncles and cousins but I dont feel close to any of them and I think its because of my sexuality. So I guess ive never felt ive been loved before but I want it so bad.

Im 20 years old and im gay. Believe what you wanna believe in sterotypes but I defenetly dont fall under one. Im a little old fashioned in that I believe in sex only when love is invovled. I cant even imagine hooking up with someone you dont know. Like, I just cant imagine doing it. Ive never been in love and I hope one day soon it happens. The perfect guy for me would be someone sensitive, compassionate, funny, sensitive, spiritual, and intelligent. Im not very shallow and I could care less about looks. For me it is all about personality. Im not shallow. I use self avatars since it eliminates the mystery of whos really behind the avatar. Like I guess I could use a Lena avi but im not Lena and I don look like her. Seems kinda fake to use an avatar of anyone but myself since that person is not Edinboro.

Im very spiritual. I believe if you make eye contact with someone you dont know its a soul connection. I believe life is all about love and nothin else and it pains me to see people hurt each other with words and violence. I wont no part of that. I consider myself to be one of the nicest people youll ever meet. I hate cliques. Like, I wanna be friends with the fat person down the street. I dont see why people have to hang out with people similar to them. I beieve in fact I know just based on research of NDEs and psychics that life is only about love. Thats all god cares about whats in our hearts. I believe homosexuality is from a past life as the opposite gender.

I am a very deep, intelligent person. I believe my best trait is my sense of humor. Id be nowhere without it. I make people laugh all the time with it. I can make a joke about anything and my best friend and I who are very similar, we can exagerate anything and just laugh and laugh. But I love deep conversations, I can sit up all night with someone and just talk about life and other deep topics.

Ive learned very early on that I wasnt ever gonna be normal. Im in college I did the party scene my entire freshman year but I got over it. I have a lot of compassion for people and one day I hope to change the world. I wanna make a lot of money and travel the world and give to people that need it. I think rich people are selfish. There is so many things they can do to help others but they choose not to. I want nothing more than to help people in my later years. I just wish my younger generation felt the same. We could really change the world.

I am obsessed with Survivor and one day ill be on the show. Jk, I dont really have any desire to ever be on TV. lol But despite it all, I am a very funny, loving, caring person.

:haha: :haha:

This post is one of the most entertaining reads ever from tennis forum. I definitely agree with you on some points(i.e. the hooking up thing) so this definitely isn't an attack. I just find it amusing how you ramble on about subjects sidetracking from the main focus of the thread. It's almost as though you type as your thinking about what you want to say. :p :lol:

Edinboro
Jul 9th, 2009, 05:59 AM
::haha: :haha:

This post is one of the most entertaining reads ever from tennis forum. I definitely agree with you on some points(i.e. the hooking up thing) so this definitely isn't an attack. I just find it amusing how you ramble on about subjects sidetracking from the main focus of the thread. It's almost as though you type as your thinking about what you want to say. :p :lol:



:lol::lol: Its so true! My friend says this to me all the time. Matty, you speak what you think. My mind is a crazy thing and I think that comes from bein an only child. We are used to finding ways to entertain ourselves and I think we use our minds more often then people who live in a busy household. Im also an Aqaurius and as an air sign I tink that strengthens the mind. But its so true. I often times start to write a post with an intention of saying one thing and then my mind just sidetracks to the point where I start to make absolutely no sense.

But like, i dunno, I dont want people to think im weird. Im really not. Most of what I said is just stuff I feel on the inside. Like, I dont go around telling people lets change the world, or omg we just made eye contact, I think thats so cool. :lol: Like, no I dont do that.

Nicolás89
Jul 9th, 2009, 06:06 AM
Well my name is Mathew, spelled with one T thank you, but everyone calls me Matt or Matty. I feel like I have an air of mystery surrounding me wherever I go. Ive known pretty much my entire like that id be something special one day. Im an only child. Ive never met my father and my Mom as been sick my entire life. So I never really had a parent growing up. Without a parent there for me growing up ive learned everything on my own. Everyting from religon, to sex, to politics, to life in general. I never had a parent there for me to force their beliefs on me so ive researched it all myself and really believe what I believe in to be in the truth. I am Italian and I have lots and lots of aunt uncles and cousins but I dont feel close to any of them and I think its because of my sexuality. So I guess ive never felt ive been loved before but I want it so bad.

Im 20 years old and im gay. Believe what you wanna believe in sterotypes but I defenetly dont fall under one. Im a little old fashioned in that I believe in sex only when love is invovled. I cant even imagine hooking up with someone you dont know. Like, I just cant imagine doing it. Ive never been in love and I hope one day soon it happens. The perfect guy for me would be someone sensitive, compassionate, funny, sensitive, spiritual, and intelligent. Im not very shallow and I could care less about looks. For me it is all about personality. Im not shallow. I use self avatars since it eliminates the mystery of whos really behind the avatar. Like I guess I could use a Lena avi but im not Lena and I don look like her. Seems kinda fake to use an avatar of anyone but myself since that person is not Edinboro.

Im very spiritual. I believe if you make eye contact with someone you dont know its a soul connection. I believe life is all about love and nothin else and it pains me to see people hurt each other with words and violence. I wont no part of that. I consider myself to be one of the nicest people youll ever meet. I hate cliques. Like, I wanna be friends with the fat person down the street. I dont see why people have to hang out with people similar to them. I beieve in fact I know just based on research of NDEs and psychics that life is only about love. Thats all god cares about whats in our hearts. I believe homosexuality is from a past life as the opposite gender.

I am a very deep, intelligent person. I believe my best trait is my sense of humor. Id be nowhere without it. I make people laugh all the time with it. I can make a joke about anything and my best friend and I who are very similar, we can exagerate anything and just laugh and laugh. But I love deep conversations, I can sit up all night with someone and just talk about life and other deep topics.

Ive learned very early on that I wasnt ever gonna be normal. Im in college I did the party scene my entire freshman year but I got over it. I have a lot of compassion for people and one day I hope to change the world. I wanna make a lot of money and travel the world and give to people that need it. I think rich people are selfish. There is so many things they can do to help others but they choose not to. I want nothing more than to help people in my later years. I just wish my younger generation felt the same. We could really change the world.

I am obsessed with Survivor and one day ill be on the show. Jk, I dont really have any desire to ever be on TV. lol But despite it all, I am a very funny, loving, caring person.

wow I pretty much feel like I know you forever now.

Edinboro
Jul 9th, 2009, 06:18 AM
Oh noes , is that a bad thing? : (

Nicolás89
Jul 9th, 2009, 06:25 AM
Oh noes , is that a bad thing? : (

No. :lol:

Elwin.
Jul 9th, 2009, 09:31 AM
I don't think that's it. I don't get nervous talking to people I know, or even to strangers. I can get along with anyone. I just rarely enjoy it.

I only get really nervous when I have to do something I haven't done before. That's why I ended up not going to North America this summer. And since relationships are also foreign territory for me they are also something I just prefer to avoid. I think that fear of the unknown definitely holds me back in life.

that sound really familiar;)
Thankfully i'm starting to grow more out of it

McPie
Jul 9th, 2009, 10:02 AM
my real name is Piyadhorn Suvarnvasi (pronounce /pɪjɑːtɒn suːwɑːnwɑːsiː/). The reason I used this name because one of my friend (in here) said that my name sounds like Pëtr :lol: yeah, and I'm from Thailand. I'm almost 19 years old now but I still have no idea what I wanna do :lol:

and, oh yes, I'm a guy :haha:

Sharapower
Jul 9th, 2009, 11:34 AM
I'm the hottest.