It was cloudy and cold here today, really for the first time since last winter. That put me in a bad mood from the start. I had a headache from when I got up and have a new cold, then I lost a match 6-1 6-2. Then I went to get Chinese food and it had the most freaky taste and smell that I just tossed it.
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Oct 11th, 2004, 04:09 AM
Nice timing for this thread cuz I had one yesterday..
I broke up with a boyfriend of mine about a year ago.. we are still extremely good friends.. went to the beach yesterday with a group of my friends inclduing my ex.. Anyway, im seeing a new guy now and things are going really nicely with that...But on the beach my ex got cruised and picked up by a guy there... It was bad cuz even though Ive 'moved on' and let go of still wanting to be with my ex I got this big pang of jealousy...the sort of jealousy that felt like a kick in the stomach...
What upset me though, wasnt that my ex hooked up but that I felt jealous - i thought I was past that stage in the 'letting go' process, so I had a down afternoon where I just felt like crap because I dont like being a jealous person and hate the way feeling jealous makes me feel.
Of course when Im tired it all feels much worse than it really is... so I just crawled into bed, slept til today and now everything is fine!!