PDA

View Full Version : I feel unloved and bad: Nobody seems to care on me anymore....


crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:43 PM
I colud be killed tommorow and nobody would recognize it.....

OMG, I feel sad. I hardly ever see my best friends. One more thing is that I am going to loose a very good friend cuz he will move to another city. I dont have 1 million friends and this is really influencing me. Then, I have a feeling that I am not something speciasl for some of my very best chat m8´s anymore. I am just one of their mates, but not as close as I was to them a time ago.

These things let me think that i have changed to a bad person or something like that. I think that i am guilty for everything because online and reallife friendships are getting worse and worse. :sad:

- L i n a -
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:45 PM
You haven't changed to a bad person... you were one at the start.

I mean, you're good friends with Charles... that's not good.

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:47 PM
You haven't changed to a bad person... you were one at the start.

I mean, you're good friends with Charles... that's not good.


Charles? :confused: cdpoulin?

-Ph51-
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:48 PM
You are bad :devil:

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:49 PM
I am really surprised that u answer to the thread. I dont think we know each other that well do we?

-Ph51-
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:52 PM
I am really surprised that u answer to the thread. I dont think we know each other that well do we?
Nope...but you are torturing yourself for nothing :)

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:54 PM
Well, it is just.. I had so many bad experiences. I care on friendships very much. if u are in my situation u want to change something but u cant.

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:55 PM
You haven't changed to a bad person... you were one at the start.

I mean, you're good friends with Charles... that's not good.He is friends with Charles ? :scared: :scared: :scared:

Helen Lawson
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:56 PM
That is the one really good thing about being an Oscar-winner (apart from thowing it in other people's faces). When I die, it will be all over CNN, the papers, everywhere. It is big news when a leading Oscar winner dies.

fly guy
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:56 PM
who's charles? and why is he so bad? :confused:

-Ph51-
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:58 PM
Well, it is just.. I had so many bad experiences. I care on friendships very much. if u are in my situation u want to change something but u cant.
You're still soo young...
Go out...make new friends and everything will go better ;)

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 05:59 PM
Charles is CDPOULIN. I would not say we are friends. we do chat from time to time. Thats all Lina. I have MUCH better friends....

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:00 PM
Charles is CDPOULIN. I would not say we are friends. we do chat from time to time. Thats all Lina. I have MUCH better friends....But you admit to your love of Charles, right?

fly guy
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:00 PM
Charles is CDPOULIN. I would not say we are friends. we do chat from time to time. Thats all Lina. I have MUCH better friends....
so why do ppl think he's bad?

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:01 PM
You're still soo young...
Go out...make new friends and everything will go better ;)

Its always easy to say so on the internet..... I loved my life until some days ago where I broke up with some very good friends. Its not just a dispute u know.

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:03 PM
so why do ppl think he's bad?


I dont know, maybe they are prejudiced against him cuz he is gay. I dont mind gay ppl. although i am str8.

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:12 PM
I dont know, maybe they are prejudiced against him cuz he is gay. I dont mind gay ppl. although i am str8.But are you sure you are str8? Perhaps that is the problem, you have not gotten in touch with your gay side and this is causing conflict and turmoil in your life!:rolleyes:

Helen Lawson
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:17 PM
I dont know, maybe they are prejudiced against him cuz he is gay. I dont mind gay ppl. although i am str8.
I doubt that, more gay men are on these boards than on all of Broadway.

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:18 PM
Try to get a life outside here...

You may have some fantastic resorts inside urself!

There's a hero...


Yes, I am thinking about a break. Next week I am going to have a classtrip, maybe this will help me.

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:19 PM
But are you sure you are str8? Perhaps that is the problem, you have not gotten in touch with your gay side and this is causing conflict and turmoil in your life!:rolleyes:

I AM sure. Do u like to tease me? What do u have against me? :rolleyes:

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:21 PM
I AM sure. Do u like to tease me? What do u have against me? :rolleyes:Someone has to play with you! Why are you so bitter and hostile?

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:29 PM
Someone has to play with you! Why are you so bitter and hostile?


Usually I am the opposite. I can laugh and I can have a lot of fun. But in such a situation u do loose your humour.

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:32 PM
Usually I am the opposite. I can laugh and I can have a lot of fun. But in such a situation u do loose your humour.Well, find it!:p

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:33 PM
Give me a reason for it.

I am not boring normally. Although I know that I seem to be boring ATM right?

shap_half
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:34 PM
I colud be killed tommorow and nobody would recognize it.....

OMG, I feel sad. I hardly ever see my best friends. One more thing is that I am going to loose a very good friend cuz he will move to another city. I dont have 1 million friends and this is really influencing me. Then, I have a feeling that I am not something speciasl for some of my very best chat m8´s anymore. I am just one of their mates, but not as close as I was to them a time ago.

These things let me think that i have changed to a bad person or something like that. I think that i am guilty for everything because online and reallife friendships are getting worse and worse. :sad:

tell the homeless, i'm sure you'll find someone who cares

shap_half
Jun 10th, 2004, 06:35 PM
i'm just kidding btb

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:01 PM
kk..... I shouldnt start those threads again.

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:03 PM
crazillo...maybe you post too much. there's a whole world out there of people you should get out and meet and become friends with. online isn't reality. so don't pin your hopes on it providing you with real friendships. you're young...live for G-d's sake!


Thanks. I do meet a lot of people. Maybe I should just concentrate on tennis more. No more private things and chat threads.. Dunno...

esquímaux
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:05 PM
:cuckoo:

crazillo
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:13 PM
yup! don't you know? a lot of people use chat threads just so they can get more information about you and share it with other people they're chatting with. it's a lose/lose situation where people with nothing productive going on in their lives have nothing better to do but be online gossiping. don't get caught in that web. get a life outside of the internet even if it means concentrating more on tennis. i wish you the best of luck! in the real word, that is. :kiss:


Thanks. Its appreciated a lot. :)

GoDominique
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:20 PM
Maybe your old pals on sport1 can help you. :wavey:

¤CharlDa¤
Jun 10th, 2004, 07:56 PM
Oh God how did i appear in that thread lol...Poor Sascha, hope you feel better :hug:

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 08:05 PM
Give me a reason for it.

I am not boring normally. Although I know that I seem to be boring ATM right?Not boring, just annoying.;)

Barrie_Dude
Jun 10th, 2004, 08:05 PM
Oh God how did i appear in that thread lol...Poor Sascha, hope you feel better :hug:You are popular, pretty boy!;)

Joana
Jun 10th, 2004, 09:54 PM
Hah, if you think that is so bad, I say you are a very lucky person.

Jakeev
Jun 10th, 2004, 10:03 PM
That is the one really good thing about being an Oscar-winner (apart from thowing it in other people's faces). When I die, it will be all over CNN, the papers, everywhere. It is big news when a leading Oscar winner dies.
oooooo you evil bitch you upstaged me again.......I thought I would be nasty and respond by saying I was singing Julie London's version of "Cry Me A River" but noooooo you had to beat me to it with something better.

BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


:lol: :lol: :lol: