I'm so sorry guys, I promise I will chat with you all very very soon. I have spoken to Luis about twice and Aidan just twice in the last 6 weeks. Saschas, I'm hardly on MSN at the moment, we keep missing eachother, I promise I will come on more when I can, I received your PM today and it made me feel really sad.
Just so you all know, I wrote this in the Olympic forum about DAP, for some reason I just lost it. I went bananas, DAP was very stressful and I was getting to the point where I spent my entire day with the Sega on. I wasn't eating properly, or treating my family and friends well because I had no time for them. Those of you who remember Aidy's tough time during the French Open was similar to what happened to me. And what wonderful advice Saschas gave to him, look how Aidys bounced back. I promise you all it will be completed for sure. I have a temporary job at the moment, and will hardly get to come online but I will make much more of an effort to. Now that I am not a student, means that I rarely have much free time now
These are some updates from people who I have managed to talk while on MSN:
and I spoke about a week ago, and he is completely busy with end of year exams that will determine his chances of getting into university, so you must all appreciate how serious his exams are and that he must not come here often.
and I spoke once a while ago, and she is now working more.
I promise you all I will chat with you, you are all very special friends and I miss you all loads
I also remembered that the PAW Fed Cup is soon, so we must sort out the committments for the play-offs, and I would also be happy to arrange some friendly matches between countries that didn't have 2 players before.
My final message is important:
The only time I have come here is to make PAWs, I hope you don't perceive that as being selfish, but as I said I hardly have time for the internet at the moment, and what's worse is I have put my race rank in jeopardy. Aidan is also hanging in at the top 16, while Luis has probably already got his plane tickets to LA
So now I want to make a plea:
"Let's rebuild our group by fighting hard to be in the end of year championships. Remember, this has been our dream for many months. Let's also try and come on MSN more when we can (for those like me who have little time). The arguments, mood swings and petty squabbles of the past (
) must now be all forgotten. Life is too short and precious to be in conflict with those who we love. Our group is indestructible, and nothing or nobody will be able to destroy it". God I feel like Martin Luther King lol, I got on a roll there
But I mean every word of it.
andrew_uk will be back
I love you all dearly