Today is my last blog because I lost today. I am very disappointed with myself becuase I think I should have won. I knew it would be tough against Urszula but she gave me so many chances and I did win the first set. After that I was giving her presents all the time and playing so bad. When I spoke to her after the maatch we agreed we both played a bad match, giving each other lots of presents. I guess I was just a little bit nicer and gave her more. I had already been mean by beating her two times so didn't want her to be upset! It was another very hot day but it didn't bother me too much. I think maybe I just wanted to win too much. All I have though about for two weeks is winning here, which is why I am very disappointed.
After the match I went to sit by myself. Just me, my towell and my thoughts. I cried a lot and there were even still some tears at the beginning of our doubles final. We played against Kalashnikova from Georgia and Lykina from Russia and both me and Urszula played so well I stopped being upset for a while. We won 61 62, so now I am a Grand Slam champion, but it is a shame I couldn't win the singles as well. I think this may be my last junior Grand Slam so it would have been good to go out on a high.
I am happier now because I know I am going home tomorrow. Unfortunatley I have to go and study hard for the next two weeks and I have a headache just thinking about it! I work all morning at school and then go home and work the whole time there as well. I am trying not to think about that too much, but it will be nice to go back to Belarus.
So, as this is my last blog I want to say thank you to everyone who has read it. I have really enjoyed writing for you and I hope you have got to know me a little better. Maybe you can support me in the future! I am going to watch the women's final now because I can get a seat on court to watch.