In that case I will give it a miss
You've already missed two full seasons.
The man that hath no music in himself, nor is not moved with concord of sweet sounds is fit for treasons, stratagems and spoils. The motions of his spirit are dull as night and his affections dark as Erebus. Let no such man be trusted. Shakespeare
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. Do good anyway. Kent M. Keith