OK thanks for clearing that up. Don't worry I'm not trolling, ok. If you read some other comments on TF, you can see I felt bad about some of my comments on these forums. I just say too much on what I'm thinking, it's my bad habit, it's been hard to cure.
That's actually the reason why I'm still 90% sure I'm talking to the most elaborate and successful troll I've ever encountered. I can't imagine anyone actually revealing this much insanely personal information on a forum like TF, without any logical incentive to do so. If you're for real, I suggest getting a diary for that kind of stuff, if not a psychologist. If not, then I congratulate you on having the entire forum fooled and hats off for all the work you've put into this Mike persona.