Today was weird, i feel moody and upset for no reason. After school, i went to KFC with my friends, Alice and Nicola, they are my best of best friends, i would love to share anything to them. They could figure out that i was unhappy, i had promised them i would tell them the big secret.
I was scared and unwilling to tell them i am gay, but i had a feeling that it was the time to tell them, unfortunately, i was not brave enough to tell them the whole story, i fear that they would ignore me after knowing the truth, i don't want to lose friends like them. Finally I didn't tell them face to face, but wrote it in a letter and let them to read it after i left.
After went back home, i still felt uncomfortable and sick. I told my mother that i was upset, she asked my why....God, couldn't she stop asking me why? I was at the margin to tell her, but my sister was there and i truly don't want her to know, so i ask my mother to go out with me. She asked me what's bothering me non-stoppingly, i kept my mouth shut. Suddenly she said "My son, are you gay?" . My Gesus, this is the most embarasing question on earth, i admitted it. Surprisingly, she didn't hit me and blame me, that's what out of my expectation, I told what I had thinking and my feeling to her, she truly understands and accepts me, she said that afterall i am her son, she loves me, i was touched..
I cried...She told to be brave and it's nothing wrong to be gay, you are supposed to concentrate on your study and do your best, she will always behind me and does everything for my own good, thanks god for giving me such a great mother, here's my story, thanks for reading it.