Kisha, I dont really look at them as life's disappointments. I just say to myself that at times like this, there is no possible way that I could have avoided it. It was bound to happen sooner or later. I just try not to look at the total picture and take one day aa a time. That seems to work for me. Another thing that helps me is to think of others. I mean, I know I had it rough for a while, but there is always someone else struggling more than you.
Its hard to stay positive and its hard to be cheerful, but ive always tried to not let anyone know around me how im feeling. This is why u guys were so great. I didnt tell anyone at work or my friends about anything going on, but I could talk to u guys.
Maybe you should volunteer somehwere Kisha. When I first found out about me, I volunteered at the Children's Hospital for a long time and it made me feel better. I dont know, maybe im not making sense, but just have some sort of outlet for your emotions.
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