6 is probably the best I can rate it. Warning: moan ahead
The good: I'm playing club tennis (and not doing horribly
), I have a venue to perform (ie. sing
), I'm off anti-depressants, I have all the living essentials + many luxuries too, I have generally good health, I've got a car, I'm fairly blessed with talents, went to see tennis pros live for the first time early on in the year
including one of my faves Verdasco, and a top 5 player (Ferrer
The bad: I had '12 off study (a bad decision in hindsight) so I'm not closer to getting out of the dead-end job I'm in, I'm struggling a bit money-wise at times, I've got a problem with overeating which I'm finding hard to overcome, I've still got almost zero social life, I'm 21 and wondering 'is this as good as it's gonna get?', I've never had a BF, my family life is also kind of a mess right now, plus I have many self-image hangups (who doesn't?).
Yeah, 6 sounds about right. If I was really pessimistic I'd say 5, but I'm blessed in too many areas for that. I'm definitely better-off than worse-off