Damn, well for the first time in a very long time (I can't even remember last) I like someone. This guy is in the graphic design course I am. He's gay too, cute, pretty low-key (yet really popular somehow), not femme. Pretty much just my type.
I'm really quite happy in a way that I like someone, because it's been so long. I was beginning to think it would never happen.
I think I've been going about things in the right way - making smalltalk with him sometimes, but not being too bold about it. I know I have to take it slowly and try to become his friend first, because his first impression of me, without a doubt is a quiet loner. If I take it slowly, my chances will be much greater.
I have like no idea what I'm doing
. Well, I kind of know what not to do at least, which is a start
. I'll be studying alongside him for all of this year and next unless either of us leaves (which I'm hoping won't happen).
When I say I'm a quiet loner, you have like no idea. I wonder if I even have a shot here (but I'm not getting the dreaded 'he's unattainable' feeling, and if I never tried I'd regret it). But either way I think this will be a really good growing experience for me
. This has also encouraged me to make smalltalk with my other coursemates. They're all a pretty good bunch and I could always use some friends