I quit Grindr. Too much sluts over there, it's all about sex. And when you think you're talking to someone normal, meet them, have a great time and eventually they still turn out to be mental
It's so much better to meet in real life, going out etc.
Anyway, i met this guy from Grindr. We saw each other alot in January. He was so sweet etc. It was the first time i fell in love with someone. Best period of my life
The 2nd time we saw each other, he told me has fear of commitment due to things in the past. He told me about it, i would have fear of commitment also if those things happened to me. Anyway, the gay world totally messed him up
Still i kinda forgot about it, because i felt so in love with him. A week ago, he told me he couldn't go any further. He was falling in love with me, and so i was getting to close
He's trying to get help for it. Appointments at psychologist starting soon, so i was like: i'm going to wait for you, you're worth it *Lulz. And he was like: i'm so sorry for you, i still want to stay friends and hang out. But now we're basically not talking anymore.
I felt awful for a week, but i'm feeling better now. First i was really sad, and then i turned out to get mad. Because he kinda used me. He should have broke up after a couple of times already, because he knew he would eventually. But no, he had to do it after 15 times
Anyway, he turned out to be mental
Ain't nobody got time for that
I still hope we're ever going to get back together, but only when he has his shit sorted out.
Looking back, i'm glad it happened to me. I felt like going into a depression, but it really made me stronger and more down to earth. It was a good learning experience