Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: Somewhere Sexy!
Why do we put ourselves through it? Relationships and Love?
Valentines Day has to be the worst day in the whole world! Why can't we just be like animals, for them it's just wham bam thank you m'am?
I've stupidly asked someone over to my house for Valentines, I've liked this guy for so long and he split up with his girlfriend a few months back, but I was involved with someone. Now we're both single my friend said I should go for it. I don't even know if he remembers me asking him, we were drunk and he described it as a "sad lonely hearts slitting wrists session."
I have no idea if he likes me, I only invited him as a friend to watch movies. But it makes me feel sick inside just thinking about it or him, I get so nevous and I just want this feeling to go away. He doesn't even go for girls like me, I'm so not his type. Why am I putting myself through this? Everyday I start having doubts and I want to just stop myself. My mind is divided one part wants him so bad and the other knows this will all end in my tears and I should save myself from that now.
This is the first time I felt this way about anyone, usually I'm persued and I come round to liking them. This is a whole new territory and I hate it!
Why do we put ourselves through this pain?