I'm so current, I'm tomorrow.
Join Date: Sep 2001
Location: The City by the Lake.
It's very tough to understand why people do it. I've had 2 family members kill themselves, one just about 1.5 weeks ago. I don't think we're really ever able to understand why - just remember them and understand that they were not happy. A lot of people really feel that suicide is the only viable alternative to end the immense pain they're under. I have often contemplated suicide and honestly when I'm at my lowest I don't really think about the effect it will have on my family; I'm mostly wanting an out to end my pain. The need for me to not be here anymore outweighs any other persons involvment in my life. Suicide is very selfish, but those that do it are not able to think about anyone else, just the pain they are going through.