I think the word is depresased, since I've been feeling horrible the last couple weeks.
Can't wait until Friday, I think I'll go out and get drunk! Usually that's not my solution at all, but I need a good time at a gay disco and get drunk and dance and be so intoxicated to actually have a good time.
Usually when I feel down I know what makes me feel better, but nothing of that is working. Everything is so lifeless to me and I feel no energy to do what I am supposed to do (study), and it just so happens that I encounter the most idiotic people each day
I needed to get that out, because really I have no one to talk to right now, so this is supposed to make me feel better writing it out,m but it's not