We'll in the past few months, I've been building a relationship with a guy i really love. We are very similar, share the same passion and really were great together. Only thing is, we weren't at the same level of acception with our sexual orientation, or completely not on the same track, which created problems. I was fully ready to get in a relationship with a guy, and he was the perfect one for me.
Yesterday, he told me that he got in a relationship with a girl. I'm not really that shocked, I saw it coming, but it still hurts me a lot. He was very sensitive about it and really looked upset at how affected I was. In those 9 months we've been talking, I really started being attached to him.
I don't think I'm reacting how I should to what is happening. Instead of being pissed at him, I discovered even more why i loved him, his sensibility, his attention to others and our ressemblance. I can't push him out of my life, for the moment I need him. I know I might have to switch my love to friendship, and I'm wondering if I'll be strong enough to do so.
So my question is, how should I deal with it? Should I forget him completely, get him out of my life, as hard as it may be. Or should I try to be stronger, keep on talking to him and try to build on a strong friendship, or should I keep on waiting for him, cause I know deep down inside he has doubts about what he is doing?
And cutie, if you read this, I hope you won't feel offended. I strongly need help from others right now. And don't feel like it is your fault either, I'm sure you are doing what is best for you