Join Date: Apr 2003
Location: Not paradise thats fo sho
My fave cousin died today
and i'm crushed.
i have 21 first cousins and i'm closest to him.(same age, i'm cuz #17 and he's #16)...and i cant believe he's gone. automobile accident. i've been crying all day and my eyes hurt. my throat hurts and everytime i think about the past i cry all over again. i keep reading this sms he sent me and i cant help crying. and it hurts really bad because the funeral is in malaysia and i'm in australia now. and i also feel bad because when my mom called and said "i have some bad news, joe died" i felt relief that it was not my sister or my dad.
the whole thing sucks.