the bakc and forth is killing me, but i love her soooo much.
we have been going on and off since feb. mostly off. i love her so much and think that the things that cause us to say its over are very VERy VERY trivial and EASIELY work able.
she told me when she wanted me to relly believe it was over in april that it was over and she didnt love me.
then sthings happedn and we ended up seeing each other againl and it was like a rush. i realize why i loved her so and how easy our problems are to fix. ince she got out of the hospital when have been hanging out. and i love it. too much.
she says she cant come to any decisions until end of the month my heart aches for her, i cant wait around for her and at the same time, my heart is beggin for me to hold on. to let this thing run its course.
i told her earlier today i cant see her and now i wish i had not.
"racism is dead, it died when MLK walked on a bridge and freed the slaves. Now we have a socialist Kenyan president who is not an American and if anyone mentions race they are a reverse racist (while racism is dead, reverse racism is alive and well.) #whattheyteachyouatfox